The Mandela Effect

Greetings everyone!

This has been bothering me for some time now, The Mandela Effect.  I was reading jim stone yesterday, and he's gone off about it for years now, and I've mentally disputed all of the things he felt have been changed.  However, yesterday I started thinking to myself; I'm an actual being filled with, what I am told continuously by people, "useless information," that I've been stockpiling in my brain since my inception, and I do not remember EVER hearing about Nelson Mandela dying in prison.  What I DO remember is Peter Gabriel's song, BIKO about the late, freedom fighter, Steve Biko which came out mid 1980's.  NOW, I have a child named Biko, after Steve Biko (God rest his soul), THEREFORE I CAN PROMISE YOU, FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE THAT THE MAJORITY OF AMERICANS, BLACK, WHITE, BROWN, RED, DEMOCRAP, REPUBLICAN, NOTHING -HAVE NEVER HEARD OF STEVEN BIKO.  Not only that, but they don't even remember the song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll tell you what else I REMEMBER, nelson mandela coming to the UN in Manhattan around 1989 because I WENT.  It reignited the love of Africa in the "mainstream" hip-hop/rap community.  Remember the Africa medallions?  Or was that only a NYC thing.

I'm going to say it again; I really believe that most people confused hearing about Steve Biko being murdered in prison, when peter gabriel's song came out and instead related it to Nelson Mandela, being as HE WAS THE ONLY SIGNIFICANT BLACK AFRICAN the majority know- still!

Ok I can breathe now.  That really riled me up.

And Nobody Thinks This is Weird

Guys, I don't know about you, but unfortunately for years, I've known about pedophiles, satanism, etc.  I've been around pedophile men most of my life, with some complacent females in there too.  Including my own adopted mom. My mom, a devout Catholic, was big on the NY Catholic underground scene of the 70's and 80's.  And by underground, I mean, these people were passing around human relics, having weird masses in random house's, passing books and music that they were producing, hosting visiting healers, etc..  My mom was in.  But she never pushed it on me.  Not to digress, but she always told me to find my own way, and even bought me books of Voodoo (thinking that I'd relate.  I'm not sure why Rasta terrified her, and other people so - yet voodoo was "cool," LOL).

One book she gave me, which has recently been on the forefront of my brain, was a nonfiction book a woman wrote, about her daughter and granddaughter (looking back, I'm SURE this book was printed by one of these what I am calling "underground Catholic" printing/or private printing houses.  I say this because when I was 14, some priest supposedly wrote a book about me.  He spelt my name wrong, but it was Nora the Lonely Falcon*, LOL.. we were sent a copy for my boarding school, so I saw it, had it, read it, but I cannot find it now and it was probably printed the same way).  BACK TO THE BOOK: Her daughter was a drug addict in the 70's or early 80's and had a child, a daughter.  The mother raised the child from infancy because her daughter chose drugging over mothering.  Both were happy with this set up.  Then the daughter hooks up with and marries some richie from Greenwich (ct).  The mom writes that her daughter at this point, was doing coke, and running on a treadmill.  That was her life.  But she and her new husband suddenly wanted the kid.  Turns out, the guy was from a satanic cult in greenwich and do I really have to state why the sudden interest in the little girl.  Sounds crazy?  Lord knows when my mom gave it to me, I probably told her it was bullshit and SHE was crazy (little doubt, I absolutely said that).  In hindsight, it was most likely true.  And, knowing what I know, how could I even deny it? 

That bring us to something else which has been coming to the forefront of my brain (and I've been around long enough to know, there's always a reason why my brain shuffles stuff out from the filing cabinet brain of mine, without even my consent, to the forefront of my mind).

JULIE LEMIGOVA

Julie Lemigova is Martina Navratilova's wife.  In 2000 Lemigova gave birth the a baby boy named, Maximillion.  The father was french banking multi-millionaire Edouard Stern.

Maximillion, while in his father's care, died at the age of five and a half months old.  The child's autopsy found he had antianxiety drugs in his system, and he died of a brain injury.   Everything about his death is suspicious.  Edouard had been disputing paternity just before the child's death.  The father's nanny also disappeared immediately after the child's death.  AND to make things even more sketch, in trying to find articles about the child's death, there is really nothing (google yourself if you can because I had read that the nanny had told people she feared for the baby's life).  Best link below.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-1331479/Martina-Navratilovas-VIP-orgies-mystery-model-lovers-murdered-baby.html

I know when I read about this, I had also heard rumors that the child's death was part of a satanic ritual.

Cut to 2005, Edouard Stern is found dead, in a pink rubber body suit, supposedly so tight he looked like a mannequin.  The press said it was an "s & m game gone wrong."  His mistress is convicted of shooting him to death.  She wanted him dead for some reason.  Links below

https://www.wsj.com/articles/SB111343050917906363

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/5569274/Women-sentenced-over-French-banker-sex-killing.html

I really do wish and pray that Julie Lemigova has found love and peace within and is happy now with Martina Navratilova.  I cannot, nor would want to imagine what she went through, felt, feels, etc..

Evil exists people.  It emanates from the mind, then from there, it spreads into action.  You know how you get away from it, you dismiss the evil thought while in the mind/brain.  Blow it away!

Anyway, some things we can agree on; the baby was murdered, the mom is a saint for not murdering, on a terroristic scale and dad, who was wealthy beyond even the normal average wealthy range, was murdered in what seemingly looked like a revenge type death.  And now no one wants to talk, to, "preserve the dad's memory" for the three surviving kids that he had before Maximillion. alright then.


Try to love.  yourself, others, the world.

peace to you all.


*nora tellicat - an anagram ;)

Will Trump Really Drain the Global Elite Pedophile Swamp?

Hi Everyone!

I've been hearing rumblings for a few weeks now about, "elite pedo busts being imminent." I haven't put too much credence into them because it, it just didn't seem like I should get my hopes up.  Then I heard that Trump said he is going after human traffickers.  This, after I heard his admin were going to go after states with recreational marijuana allowed.  So what to know.   

I copped this over at the millennium report today.  It comes from Victurus Libertas, who, if I am not mistaken are fans of jeanine pirro, which makes them not so cool in my book.  I can't stand her.  She said some awful things about me as a kid.  I was a 13 yr who was arrested, in the Bronx of all places, for running away with a 17 or 18 yr old boy.  Which- no matter how you look at it is statutory rape.  Well my adopted mother had been, many years later, trying to get my record expunged (unbeknownst to me), and pirro wouldn't allow it.  She said, "she knew what she was doing."  No, I consciously did make the choice, but ah, I was still a 13 year old.  #2, I came from the 'burbs of westchester county, ny.  The place certain types dream of living, raising kids in.  So it was VERY unusual for a kid to run away.  My home life wasn't good.  I started to wet the bed at 9.  I'll leave it at that.  

All of that said, CONSIDER THE SOURCE.  For, anyone who cannot see right through Pirro, I have to be suspect of.   NEVERTHELESS, no one abhors these pedo's, and those in positions of power who are covering for them, more than I do. SO, I really hope this is all true. 

Here it is, Copy and Pasted from themillenniumreport, an interview with a DHS employee and staff at Victurus Libertas (24 feb 2017).   

 Q. So, in the Intelligence community, how chaotic is the atmosphere now?

A. In my 34 years of Governmental service, I have never seen anything like it.  It’s the bifurcation of the entire intelligence apparatus.

Q. It seems the intel community has it in for Trump – is this your feeling?

A. There are many Trump supporters within the FBI.  The CIA, however,  is against Trump because Trump threatens to ruin their game in the middle east.

Q. Can you elaborate?

A. CIA and Mossad work in tandem with British intel.  The goal for the CIA was to replace Assad with a puppet and to topple Iran so we could access their oil.  Israel works closely with it’s “sister”, Saudi Arabia, to help this dark cause.

Q.  So it seems like the intel community has it in for Trump. How can he protect himself?

A. Trump has a tremendous opportunity here, but needs to circle wagons. The travel ban included 7 countries chosen by both Jared Kushner and Rudy. Why did it not include Saudi Arabia, or Pakistan, or Turkey or other countries that hate us? The seven nations mentioned were chosen by Israel, that’s why. And the unspoken alliance of Israel and Saudi Arabia should be exposed. They are brother and sister. Jared Kushner needs to be careful with what he says and to whom. But, the biggest thing Trump can do is expose PedoGate via Sessions. Big names will go down hard, and it gets the blood suckers drained from the swamp. There are as many pedophiles on the Republican side as there is with democrats, but Trump is in a unique position to truly “clean up Dodge”, so to speak. I can tell you that what is in Anthony Weiner’s hard drive, and what videos exist via Jeffery Epstein, WILL BRING massive arrests – in time. Trump’s legacy could be truly great if he was to purge the CIA, stop the extortion, prosecute the pedophiles and reinstate the death penalty for pedo’s convicted a second time.  Pedogate is his path to greatness.

Q. How does Russia fit into all this?

A.  The CIA and Israel are responsible for the creation of Isis. Isis was created specifically to weaken Iran and destabilize Syria. It worked for awhile until Putin shored up Assad and bolstered Iranian Qud forces. The real reason you see such anti-Russian fever from both Schumer and McCain, Graham and Feinstein, is because the operation has blown up in our faces.

Q. Is Israel behind the anti Russian sentiment?

A. Yes. Israeli intelligence is furious with Trump, and will do anything to keep Trump from working with Putin.  Understand that if Trump and Putin work together to defeat Isis, they are actually defeating a CIA/Mossad creation, and furthermore, Syria and Iran grow stronger, which the Saudis and the Israeli’s fear. Their goal was to divide Syria and ultimately destroy Iran’s regime. It is not just an oil grab, but a much bigger attempt at moving the chess pieces to allow Israel and Saudi Arabia to dominate the entire Middle East.

Q. So they demonize Putin and try to tarnish the Trump administration?

A. The Deep State is at war with both Trump and Putin. Understand that when Israeli intelligence hears “America first” from Trump, they go apeshit. Israel has bribed, extorted and intimidated our politicians for decades and suddenly this upstart billionaire threatens to ruin everything.

Q. You mention the word extort. Does that relate to Pizzagate?

A. PedoGate is only a modern term associated with a long history of Pedo-blackmail connected to both Israel and the Intel community. There is a full court press to stop PedoGate from being looked at because if people knew the true motives behind the pedophilia epidemic, they would do more than march on Washington. They could actually seed a revolution, with the spark coming from decent American parents who want to protect their kids. Our politicians are compromised. The senior analyst nicknamed “FBI Anon” alluded to this in his exchange with folks on 4chan and with you.

Q. What do you mean compromised?

A. Do you notice 2 central themes running through the MSM lately?  Those themes are “Fear the Russians” and “#PizzaGate is fake news“.  Both tropes come from the same place.

Q. Can you explain?

A. How do we exert power?  Via fear. Do you ever wonder why both Democrats and Republicans fall all over themselves to kiss up to Israel? Odd, since Israel is the size of Rhode Island… The fact is, many of our politicians – on both sides – have been compromised by CIA and Mossad for years. It’s actually not admiration they are expressing for Israel, but fear. Notice Lindsay Graham and Chuck Schumer repeating the same salute when it comes to Israel. How does that even happen? The American people are finally seeing that there is no two-party system, but one big shadow Governmentpretending we have political dichotomy.

Q.  So PedoGate is real and “they” have to get Americans to disbelieve it?

A. Let me explain how threatening PedoGate is… Who wins? Trump. Putin. Americans. Russians. The world…. Who loses? Israel, since they no longer can blackmail our politicians, the same goes for the CIA. The Shadow Government loses. But, the people win.

Q. Can you give me specific instances of politicians being compromised by Israel?

A. Sure. Lolita Island. Jeffery Epstein, a billionaire convicted of pedophilia received a soft sentence. His island was rigged with video recorders. Many politicians have been compromised. It was a Mossad/CIA operation. Contact ex-senior CIA CCS, Robert David Steele. Bob knows and has even spoken about this with numerous reporters.

Q. So an ex-CIA senior agent named Robert Steele is on record saying Epstein’s island was a honey trap to lure our most powerful politicians into a extortion scheme?

A. Yes. There are videos of some of the most powerful players in the most humiliating positions. If this gets out, not only are the politicians ruined, but the extortion game is over and suddenly, the influence CIA and Mossad wield over Washington, is gone.

Q. Wow ! Now it’s all making sense.

A. Yes. lets continue this conversation later.

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The interview resumes

Q. So I checked out Robert David Steele, and he mentions Chuck Schumer being on Lolita Island. So does FBI anon. Is that why Schumer is targeting Trump’s cabinet picks?

A. Connect the dots.

Q. How many other politicians have been secretly extorted?

A. One in three, roughly. It’s not just the Island, its all of their activities. The reason #Pedogate terrifies the media, the CIA, the Israel Lobby, is because they are all part of this “shadow swamp”

Q. Former CIA agent, Robert Steele, says Mossad operated Lolita Island and CIA worked with them. That’s treason on all levels.

A. Yes, and its espionage. Just as these leaks from the intel community regarding Flynn.  I expect that at some later moment, Trump will leak some of these videos

Q. Wait. Trump has videos of politicians in ‘delicate” situations?

A.  No, But the Intel community has them, and Trump has strong support among certain players in the community. Trump has said he wants to “throw a spotlight on the cockroaches”.

Q. But Trump just met with Netanyahu and pledged the usual unbreakable bond with Israel.

A. Theatre.  Netanyahu is desperate to both play Trump into attacking Syria,and hate Putin, and to convince him PedoGate is a conspiracy theory.

Q. That is what Robert Steele says, as well. So, exposing the Pedophiles diminishes Israel’s influence in American politics and also changes the map in a critical mass way?

A. The same media screaming “The Russians are coming” is the same media who says “Pizzagate is fake news” That’s CIA and Mossad talking points.

Q. How do social media giants like Facebook and Google fit in?

A. Facebook and CIA are literally the same petri-dish. Google became a Deep State organ courtesy of Eric Schmidt.

Q. Getting back to the Pedo stuff, FBI anon said in July of last year, that the Clinton Foundation sold secrets to foreign nations. Did they also engage in PizzaGate?

A. There are videos of WJC that would destroy him. FBI anon leaked weeks ago, on purpose. There was a reason.

Q. Ok, FBI anon gave Schumers initials, and Barnet Frank and others, but so far we have only seen low-level arrests.

A . FBI anon did a “bank shot”. That’s a pool hall term we use. Ask Bob about it. FBI Anon rattled their cages as other DHS and local authorities rounded up all sorts of street-level human traffickers. The big arrests will come in time, but first the small fish are interrogated, and provide information that leads to larger fish. FBI Anon was firing a shot across the bow, much like you shake a beehive to infuriate the bees. Notice how blatantly hostile McCain, Schumer, Graham, and others are? It was what we call a “targeted trigger“.

It worked. By long-kniving Flynn, they exposed their hand. Now, Trump has full executive powers to investigate the CIA and Mossad. Notice how there is sound and fury about “Russian influence” and utter silence on “Mossad” influence in our power structure?

When FBI anon leaked in early July, the whole idea was to expose the Clinton Foundation,and to hint at the sale of “people” i.e. Pedogate. Look back at his exchange on 4chan. He is a gifted analyst, and knows just what stone to throw at Goliath’s noggin. By triggering the Shadow Government, he helps citizen journalists ask the right questions and follow the right breadcrumbs, not the rabbit holes the Elite scum want you to follow.

Now, PedoGate victims are speaking out on their experiences! You just had a story on some lady who went through having her family abused by California-Deep-State-sponsored terrorism. If folks knew that CPS in California is tied into a huge racket that kidnaps children from parents, they would realize just how sick this is. Foster homes, CPS, etc… all get paid well to jail parents and then snatch their kids away. These kids suffer abuse, and perpetuate the growing cancer called Pedogate. Politicians who have pedophile tendencies are groomed for power, because they can be later extorted and controlled. Meanwhile, victims have no voice- until now. Suddenly, we have citizen journalism, and it will end up saving the people, in the end.

I have to go, but please contact Robert David Steele, the former CIA agent we discussed. I am sure he would appear on your channel. You are providing a real service to the people and we hope you will continue to speak up for the regular folks who are concerned, rightfully, as to the state of our nation.  Take care.

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http://victuruslibertas.com/2017/02/exclusive_interview_with_dhs_insider/

I am in Total Shock

I know baby, toddler snuff films are real (though have not watched, reading was enough!).  I've seen the pictures of bombed children in Syria, Palestine, etc.  Pictures of dogs with their noses cut off, Jesus Christ, all things which I half wish, never saw or knew about.  So it takes A LOT to shock me.  AND RIGHT NOW, I AM SHOCKED.

I read several sites every day.  It's a small list, but among them is henrymakow.  Well today, he had another article about pedophelia amongst the elite, all of which I know all too much about, lived through it, etc. so I know it's all true.  I was honestly, not reading the article (figured I'd go back later), though was skimming down to see the side links, when I saw THIS -




Jesus f'ing Christ!  I have never, ever liked the Beatles.  I'm 41 years old, and I never liked them.  When mocked as a kid, because they were "so cool," I'd retort, if forced to make a choice, had I lived back then, I'd sooner choose the rolling stones than the beatles, and I don't really like their music at all either! I'm much more then and now; Motown, reggae, jazz, classical, international, than the beatles or the stones (i.e.: mainstream).

That brings us to what I need to say.  I cannot believe that these people, the liberal democraps, my age and above, who are STILL walking around with their "beatles," tee shirts on, acting as if they are the "saviours," of the people - BECAUSE THEY'RE THE ENLIGHTENED ONES.  Ohh.  I really get it.

Everyone knows about the Tavistock Institute, if not, research yourself, because it's a rabbit hole you must explore on your own.  Mind control, etc., which -  you most likely fell for.

I would have never been able to dismiss such imagery.  Not as a child, nor as an adult.

Personally, in hindsight, it always humors me that all of my favorite songs and singers as a child were reggae songs and artists.  That- the lyrics, the beat and rhythm were what I could relate to the most.  And what humors me are the lyrics of many of the songs; singing of man's plight, were all songs, basically against these satanists that run the show.

Anyway, if you are still listening to the gaddamn beatles, I suggest you start to read.  Read up on things which will offend you.  It will offend, because you have been misled, deceived, lied to and nothing that you believe is as it seems.  The knowledge is there, and there is NO SHAME, nor embarrassment for falling for it, and for so long.  Only in remaining intellectually HERE, where you are now (unwise to what's real in this world).  So GET CRACKING.

They're Re-Making Scarface

So hollyweird is remaking Scarface.  Scarface is my favorite film of all time.  I've yet to tire of watching it.

NOW, listen or watch this scene 

Riddle me how they're going to remake that, LOL.  AND THAT'S ONLY SCENE 1!!

Proof of Judges Committing Treason

I just thought of something.  My mind was wandering, thinking about why has domestic relations not placed a lien on my kid's rapist/father for back child support.  She receives nothing.

To recap: my kid was involved in a pizzagate-esq situation here, in Lancaster County, PA, with the county and state's very own jeffery epstein pulling the strings behind it.  I don't want to go into too much about the sexual part, what I do want to get into is the money part.

My kid has been safe for many years now.  I am thankful. But "they" kept coming for me afterwards, hitting us in the pocketbook as much as possible.  This jeffery epstein type character was even the power of attorney for my kid's rapist/father.

To the point, here are some background facts all of which are true and can be proven in court

1. rapist/father IS (or was) married.  He married a woman to give her a green card.  He married during the period that he had access to our kid.  The kid never met her.  He never mentioned her, but legally, he married her during this period.  
2. Lancaster County Domestic Relations took just over $4,000.00 from my child's child support between May 2014- that fall of 2014.  Their reasoning, "The IRS took the money from me because I had received money from a refund which the rapist/father was not entitled to."  Hired an attorney and got this in writing.  NOT FROM THE IRS, from Lanc DR office.
3. After the house the rapist/father and I owned was sold, he owed just over $15,000.00 in back child support (June 2015) which I was supposed to get back at the closing.  The check was shown to me, with a photocopy given, yet only $8,000.00 was given to us by Lancaster Domestic Relations.  Lancaster Domestic Relations said the IRS took the money, again, because once again, many years earlier, we were given "money from a refund which he wasn't entitled to." They ignored requests to get that in writing. THUS, Lancaster Domestic Relations Office took within 13 months, $12,000.00 from my kid.  THAT'S DOUBLE WHAT SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO RECEIVE!!!!!
4. NOW, I know FOR A FACT that the IRS DID NOT TAKE THE MONEY.  The STATE OF PENNSYLVANIA, DID NOT TAKE THE MONEY. 
5. If the rapist/father/person PAYING the child support is married, and they file jointly, which I'd imagine they'd have to because Immigration isn' Lancaster County, I bet it was HER money which came our way.  Maybe she made a stink.  I know she was a professional.  I think she works on corpses for a township or something. 

SO, obviously I told my lawyer for the house issue and he initially said it would have been IMPOSSIBLE for them to find a judge to sign off of taking those arrears (from the sale of the house).  When it went through, and Lanc DRO gave me the same song and dance routine about it being for the IRS, my lawyer simply said, "well, I cannot help you.  This clearly goes way higher than I."  Which, of course I have in writing. 

Now to TREASON.  During depositions, the rapist/father denied even being married.  When we finally went to court, that was the first question asked by my lawyer (whom I never trusted, but was in too deep with) and he said yes he was married. 

Doesn't matter.  What does matter is this; we have judges who are KNOWINGLY, SIGNING OFF ON MARRIAGES FOR PEOPLE TO ATTAIN GREEN CARDS.  THAT, is treason.  To then financially rape a child of money that is LEGALLY AND RIGHTFULLY THEIRS, is only icing on the cake.  Nevertheless, they definitely took the money to cover up their involvement, or to appease someone they took money from as their deal went "bad," once a lien affected that person. 

I would imagine this would be an easy thing to figure out.  Look into the judges who signed off on their marriage license, look for the judge that signed off both times for the taking of my kid's money, etc.  

It's funny.  I was listening to a podcast last night, where the topic was epstein.  The similarities to our case are uncanny.  Same bullchit. Anyway, this isn't even about my speculations that the judges are pizzagate-esq because they legally protected flaygrant pedophles, because that's all speculation. but THIS, HERE< WE CAN FOLLOW THE MONEY.  

IF JUDGES ARE INVOLVED IN GREEN CARD SCHEMES THAT IS TREASON.

of course, as was mentioned in the above said podcast from last night, finding a lawyer willing to put their necks out, even worse than a needle in a haystack.  Especially in this town, and state.

***I DO NOT WANT TO DIE, SO IF I DO............... cln


**** Taken from Nora Tellicat's, I Am Definitely Right on This, as it pertains to this money being taken and other oddities

 *** PPS, AND the mortgage for my house wasn't paid FOR OVER TWO MONTHS after closing!!!!  That guy (whose name escapes me, though it is in my emails -IF anyone cares, though it is quite un likely)  lawyer Jeffrey Mohler, HE TOO should be investigated.  Ask yourself, WHY would he risk HIS life, and business by NOT paying off the mortgage for my house, 18 quarry dr, millersville, pa FOR TWO MONTHS? thankfully citimortgage sent me letters, which is how I found out and they said it was "exceptionally unusual."
And remember who was POA for the other person on my deed, right.  He was treated like a king that day, meanwhile, I was shoved in a closet!  True story.  I went to one of the detectives who worked our cases, and he looked into the domestic relations database and saw there was NO record of them TAKING BACK any of that $15g+ (they took back over $7g).  I tried to hire a lawyer, outside of the county as had been reiterated to us FOR YEARS by local LE, however, even HE laughed me out of the office.  Leaving me with the feeling that HE felt, if the "brotherhood" was doing this, I must have done something deserving of such treatment.  That something- I fought for my kid, and I am the chit head?  I think not. 

Again, what is it that I want - JUSTICE, and maybe A flipping PUBLIC apology from the county for what they've done to us. My kid, she wants MONEY.... she wants them all to literally, pay for what they have done.  But most of all, what I want are;

OUTSIDE INVESTIGATIONS TO BE DONE, BECAUSE SOMETHING JUST ISN'T RIGHT.  

I Need to Share This

Guys, I know I've posted this before, (and already taken down), however, I am finding I cannot stop listening to it (M83 - the suburra soundtrack).  I've been addicted to it since christmas.  It feels apt for the times, whether from above, with God, or space, with the crazy, global weather, or for dealings with the family, emotions of the nation, the rest of the world.  It, the music, feels so apt for right now.  So much so that it hits me in my chest every time I hear it.  It makes me feel, on my face, and in my head, like that crisp, splashy feeling you have when you are coming off of an amazing acid trip.  I feel that, without the lsd!  This soundtrack makes me feel like I am flying through space, as a bright piece of glowing energy.  I will literally feel a pull from space, on my chest lifting me back towards space.  Honestly, I even find myself spinning, without getting dizzy (at my age!), and it's almost as if my body has totally let go, but my mind is like, whoa! I'm not on drugs.   It's the music.  And though I love all of M83's music, I love this playlist.  It's a rollercoaster of emotions.  My son calls the first song the "sad song" lol (song 2 we spin, song 3 we DANCE).

I have caught glimpses of the videos though never watched in full and I just find it funny that it seems there is a lot of space, an asteroid hitting in slow mo imagery. I hope if any of you give it a listen that you feel from it like I do.  It'll be a great trip.  Like flying through space.  :)

Anyway guys, life is eternal. I "get" it.  I understand the freedom that faith in God gives you.  "Be NOT afraid, I go before you always, COME FOLLOW ME, and I will give you strength."  Michelle Knight, one of the girls held by ariel castro in Ohio for I think a decade, wrote in her book, how even in her darkest days, she found her strength in GOD.  The girl was beaten, raped, spit on, ejaculated on, and left like that, unwashed for years, while tied naked to a pole.  And she held on because of her faith in GOD.

We'll all be ok.  If something hits us, and devastation occurs, we will be ok, those here, on the otherside. Right?  We have to believe that.