Wednesday, May 31, 2017

Energy Healing

I have just begun learning about healing with energy.  And, have only recently realized, that I am back on the exact path I had initially been on when I began going to college (I can be a little slow, LOL).  I went to college, at the suggestion of a therapist I was seeing, to help me deal with what I was going through with my youngest daughter.  He, after learning of how I changed my life, so drastically, thought and said that, "people need to hear what you (IO) have to say.  But, no one will listen unless you, (IO) have three letters behind your (moi) name (PhD)," - his exact words.  So, after looking into what he thought I had done for myself, he suggested I take the path of Behavioral Medicine.  However, as you all know (if you've read this blog), I simply could not "jive," with the rest of those in the psychology field, professors included.  Which led me into criminal justice (there's been far more change and growth in that field as opposed to psy, and the people were nicer!  But as usual, I've digressed).

Back to what I was getting at; healing with energy, the mind, etc., it really is that initial path, of Behavioral Medicine, that I had been on.  In my own life, I, simply made that choice to change, and once that choice was made, I stuck with it.  How?  My mind was made up.

Our minds are exceptionally powerful.  I discuss that a lot here, along with the contrived act to weaken our minds, by the powers that be.  All because if each of us learned to utilize it, our mind's, we'd literally, finally be free.

So cutting back to healing with energy; I was thinking about something.  When people ask, "How does it work," or laugh, mock, etc., here's what I am going to say;

You first, have to have the belief, for it to work.  It is not like God, where you don't have to have a belief, or believe in God, yet God will still work.  Healing with energy, much like healing with the individual's energy (which is at the core of wellness), will only work if YOU believe it will.  You have to believe in yourself, the energy of the unseen, GOD, energy, etc., because, I lament often, it is all real. But, you cannot tap into it if you refuse to believe.

An interesting thing I learned; scientists to this day, still cannot explain exactly how when we heal ourselves, for a small, minor cut, etc., how we do it.  Think about that.  Then think about how your body has naturally healed itself, countless times, all of which you yourself have seen, such as watching your scraped knee or elbow heal.  Exactly.  It's trippy.

I hope I've explained as I wanted to.  Sometimes, the words definitely don't come out right.  Nevertheless, mama tried. ;)

Peace and always, may Godbless.

IO

Sunday, May 28, 2017

A Perfect Example of Inherent White Racism

Until the philosophy which holds one race superior and another inferior is finally and permanently discredited and abandoned, everywhere is war and until there are no longer first-class and second-class citizens of any nation, until the color of a man's skin is of no more significance than the color of his eyes. And until the basic human rights are equally guaranteed to all without regard to race, there is war. And until that day, the dream of lasting peace, world citizenship, rule of international morality, will remain but a fleeting illusion to be pursued, but never attained... now everywhere is war.” 
                                                                                   ~The Emperor Haile Selassie I



Something happened this evening that made me mad, though not surprised.  It was in wondering WHY I was so mad, I realized all it is, is a perfect example of inherent, white racism.

My mother-in-law is Robert Byrd (former gov of WV and KKK grandwizard) white.  We are talking, 99.99% white.  Though not borne of upper, middle or middle lower class whites, rather, she comes from poor-poor whites.  The, off the hog farm whites.  She accepts me, because she says, "well, you look white.  You'd never know you weren't," (lol - my picture is on omamaisbroko).  Yet, she won't even talk to my birth, paternal grandfather on facebook because even though he is a mod-richie to richie, he's BROWN! Dio mio, and, in all actuality, I don't "look" white.  I was given up by my equally poor white, and racist maternal grandmother, solely because I was half, "brown."  AND I was adopted out to dark skinned Italians, quickly I should add (everyone else I know, albeit blond haired and blue eyes from Edna Gladney during that time, their parents waited YEARS for them!).  Race is huge, and has played a huge role in America, and we cannot deny it.  Not only is it unhealthy, but you cannot change what you will not acknowledge,  please follow. 

As I mentioned, my mother-in-law is on facebook.  She was married to her husband for 55 years, beginning when she was 16 (just turned 16, can you imagine!), and is now widowed and ready to mingle!  However, her type, which to me the men she always says, "are good looking," always, and I mean ALWAYS look to me like a white, thus, hiding in plain sight, pedo-looking type of men.  And none of them ever respond back to her!  My blood, paternal grandfather WANTS to talk to her, and she is so lonely she could die, but won't.  The point.

Cut to last week or so, a man, who fit "her bill,", though unknown to her, or anyone else, facebook messaged and friend requested her.  WE ALL TOLD HER IT WAS A SCAMMER, but she would hear nothing of it.  Then, little things started to happen, for example, he began phishing for a laptop for his daughter, a tablet for himself (luckily, she doesn't have a credit card).  He had on Grateful Dead shirts in his photos, and she'd say, "my son was into them, etc." and he would ignore it.  Little things like that, she's not stupid, and she'd say, "I know he's a scammer BUT. "

WELL today he called her on the phone.   She called me right away to let me know, "it's officially over, because he's definitely a black man from africa."   So that was the final straw?  LOL.  It was all "cool," when you thought he was a creepy looking white man scamming you, but now that he's "a black," MIO DIO!

And I know it's not just whites who are racists.  My brown side, admittedly would run off the darker, native fathers, because of their skin tone!  Everyone hates someone.  NONETHELESS, I thought this was a PERFECT example of inherent, white racism, and am hoping that maybe if someone reads it, get's what I am saying, they can look within themselves and see, how would they have handled it.  

The world can change if we all look within our own souls with honesty. 

ONE LOVE, and in Christ's name, 
IO





Monday, May 22, 2017

The Murder of Empress Elizabeth

I found this awesome book in a thrift shop a couple of summers ago, "Rulers of the World at Home, compiled by Gilson Willets," (I LOVE books, what can I say), printed in 1899, which I absolutely love.  Anyway, though I've flipped through it many times, only last night did I decide to start to read it front to back.  I'm no where near the end, however, I stopped after reading about the former head of the House of Hapsburg, Emperor Francis Joseph as I HAD to reach for an internet to google.

I had missed (mentally) in the beginning of his wife's murder, though did note his staunch Catholicism, which I thought was, "unusual," especially for an Austrian as I assumed they'd (royalty) would be masons (not that I don't think catholics couldn't be freemasons, regardless of what the porch masons believe).  So by the end, after reading about his brother's murder, daughter's death, son's suicide, and then again, his wife's murder, I decided to google the Empress Elizabeth.

WELL, she was AT the home of a Rothschild, asked as an invited guest, when she was assassinated.  So I googled, "Empress Elizabeth murder freemason," AND low and behold, the murderer, Luigi Lucheni WAS classified as an "ex-freemason."  LINK BELOW

An ex-freemason?  Come on.  Second, I'd be really interested to know how his family was, financially speaking, afterwards.  And though given a life sentence for the murder, he ended up committing suicide.

"History," sure has a different take on it, once you awaken to their ways/the plan, etc..

RIP Sisi.

https://www.historia.ro/sectiune/general/articol/the-assassination-of-sissi-the-most-popular-empress

Saturday, May 20, 2017

A Response to "FF" aka False Flags

Whenever there is a clear, ff, you will always see someone in the comment section say, "but so and so's daughter, son, DIED!" Yeah.  So did over 3000 people on 9/11/01.  We mean NOTHING to those behind the false flags.

So what is a ff? In sum, it's a contrived act of violence, used to entice fear over the population BY a government or colluding governments, for the sole purpose of garnering MORE control over said population(s).

now who would want to do that to us?  hmmmm.  ;)

And a "good one," for those who aren't awake yet, just borderline; when the reports of the "manhattan massacre," first erupted, over at the UK's daily mail, they had CLEAR pictures of the perp, in a red shirt, shoved up against the wall, while being arrested, and you could CLEARLY see a strap on concealed handgun holster as LE had lifted/ruffled up his shirt while cuffing him.   NOW, as many noticed this and said as much in the comment section, including myself (which I'm concluding is the reason as to why I can no longer comment), his shirt is now BLACK when he is up against the wall being cuffed, and back to red while being led away.  WAKE UP PEOPLE.

You know what really gets me; isn't Piers Morgan the editor over at the DM?  SOMEONE MUST HAVE TOLD HIM TO SCRUB IT CLEAN!  AND YET, HE REMAINS SILENT!!!!!!!!!   What THE HELL happened to truth within journalism?  Not that I expect anything even remotely close to the truth, but COME ON.  When will enough be enough?  BTW, your compliance only further taints any "truths" or opinions you say.

Look for yourself.  The original has been scrubbed clean.  Now, in the photo of him being cuffed, they photoshopped the black shirt on him, making it look like WE saw otherwise (a gun out of the shirt at the bottom).  HOWEVER, I promise you, on my life, the dude had on a RED shirt in the original pic, WITH a strap on holster & handgun under his shirt, and his shirt was shoved up high, almost to his shoulder blades (the wings) on his back in the original.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4519432/At-10-people-hit-car-Times-Square.html?offset=548&max=100&jumpTo=comment-206102596&reply=206102596#comment-206102596

piers, you suck (for going along with this).  Everyone does.


I'd rather be a FREE MAN IN MY GRAVE, than living as a puppet or a slave.



Friday, May 19, 2017

Spiritual Control Over Humanity

Guys, gals, when I said that we ARE in fact, living, fighting a spiritual war, daily, little did I know, just how right I was.

Several weeks ago, I finished Transylvanian Sunrise, and if you can, get it and read it.  Much of what is in there, many of you will already inherently know, though, seeing it, laid out so perfectly, precisely, the ("their") plan of human enslavement, I don't know, it just reinforces, for us to keep on trucking, fighting, clawing our way through this life.  Because, it is not and will not be in vain.

I had already known, that nothing is coincidence, and even before reading this book, simply by reflecting back on my life, I had myself started to think, maybe it wasn't "just" coincidence, but time travel.  What brought these thoughts on were just weird, little incidences that had always stuck with me.  Conversations that had long confused me, especially being as, my morals, thoughts, ideas and ideals were FAR more liberal as a child, teen, twenty year old, than they are now.

There had been many instances where people, people I had known well, would say little things to me, that at the time, would shock me (i.e.: concluding my conservative, Pro-Christ stance, long before I even knew I had one.  In fact, I had loudly espoused otherwise!).  And as such, reflecting back more recently I had begun to feel it was as if they knew me, who I am now, and had only been "visiting" me as a child, or teen, etc..

Next, my youngest son.  He, like many others his age, has a phone, tablet, etc., and usually he loves education.com, but had began polluting his mind with scary youtube videos.  That led to our having the conversation of "inviting satan, the devil, into your mind."  Which, if you understand the plan of spiritual enslavement, is and has been done on purpose.   Corrupting children, attacking the mind, body and spirit (which we all should know, I'm just saying it again, idk maybe the lesson is, it's a constant battle, we cannot ever let our guards down).

Lastly, aliens.  I'm not going to lie, I had long thought maybe white folks (which I am 50% of myself) were maybe born of aliens, because how the F they could go around harming and treating people who didn't look like they did, as they had.  Just think for a moment of the slave to plantation owner ratio.  And the slaves never took over violently?  That to me shows their inherent divine composure as they were the majority on those fields.  A "divine composure" it seems many full whites lack.***  However, now, I think we are all born of alien seed.  Maybe that's why those DNA pillars are in that church in Ireland (or england, scotland, I forget).  Not to mention, it's all seems to tie into the whole freemason, hillel worshipping players, and what they know, and WHY they'd want to, ABOVE ALL ELSE, maintain PURE spiritual control over the rest of us.  And why? Because energy, the individual's energy to the UNSEEN, to themselves, to GOD, mysticism, angels/aliens, it's ALL REAL. 

I'd also like to add, I don't believe true aliens are barbaric, but rather are benevolent.  I believe that WE are barbaric, because as I have said here many, many times; humans have FREE WILL and more often than not will use it for selfishness.


allora, adios amigos.
nora

*** I am not trying to entice a race war, no way.  However, there is still, to this day, much racial hatred by the poor and lower middle class whites, and I simply wish they'd SEE that WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER.   THEY are slaves too.  Those controlling us, think no better of them because their skin is white, as they do a brown, black, red, purple, green person.  It's a false division that the sooner you wake up from, the sooner we can all unite to free ourselves from (them).  Clear up your pineal gland, people.

In the TRUE SOLE GOD I trust.  amen.

Thursday, May 11, 2017

Who Knew, "Am I Dying or is it Menopause," was Such a Popular Search? LOL *UPDATE*

Ok.  So as you all know, I am 41 year old woman, who had children in my early twenties and my last child 4.5 years ago, whom, might I add, I am still breastfeeding.

NOW, as you also know, I do not adhere to Western medicine, and sadly, our homeopathic took a hint after all of those other ones were murdered two summers ago, and split, to Oregon, (or washington, I forget).  Our other, local homeopathic MD, is a shyster, just as bad as a drug dealing md.  One cannot leave his office without $600+ dollars worth of his useless vitamins, so I avoid him like the plague.

Here's my issue.  And I have no one to ask, other than the internet - hence the title of this post.  Who knew? LOL  (why anyone would ever want to be a woman, unnecessarily, behooves me completely, as the chit we physically must carry, whether we want to or not, MY GOD!)  Am I dying or going through menopause?  I just don't know.  Is it cancer?  WHO KNOWS?  It definitely could be stress.  I had to scream at my retarded husband last Sunday, because - get this, we have to move, HE found a house, which he thought was perfect.  HOWEVER, HE, not me, has issues which hinder him (my only issue of moving is to a state which validates my vaccine stance, that is all).  HE, needs a first floor bedroom, AND a shower stall, not a tub shower, AND he wants an attached garage.   So why'd I yell?  What did he do?  HE REFUSED TO GO TO THE OPEN HOUSE!  I had went, saw there wasn't a bedroom on the main floor, though other options for him, he said, "Who cares, I will be good with it."  AH< the house we are in now, is perfect (specifically for him), yet he moved in sight unseen, and plays the victim card, every, chance, he gets ("I never chose this house," said in a high pitch squeal!).

WELL THANK GOD he went because he hated it.  HOWEVER, the way I had to SCREAM just to get him to go, and leave his room, was completely unacceptable.  AND THAT IS THE NORM AROUND HERE.  I've raised 3.5 kids (one I'm still raising), and I have NEVER had to yell, over such stupid chit, as I must do with him, and JUST TO GET A PERSON TO BUDGE!  It is absolute insanity.  I yelled so hard this past Sunday my ear drum felt like it burst, along with my veins on the side of my hairline!  No wonder my hair is almost all white!

Back to my "temple."  It is so hard to say if it is stress, which I have a lot of, and yet try to be cheerful, or as cheerful as I can be (not ignoring it, but by trying to deal with my issues and get over them, not dwell), OR is it simply that I am fading, my body is gearing up for stalling?  I did get my period at nine, so who knows, maybe it IS menopause.

Advice?  positive energy?  ALL WELCOME

peace.

UPDATE 15 may 2017

https://lifeblazing.com/2008/08/07/how-my-uterus-led-me-to-raw-living-sprouted-super-foods/

When I quit smoking tobacco, I went 100% raw food immediately, and felt wonderful.  Then, honestly, I began to slack, and forgot, though I still ate well, probably compared to most.  Nonetheless, I MUST get back on the wagon, as this (what is in that article) is exactly what is going on with me. I do feel better that it's not cancer, however, any sort of growth could turn via stress, and poison (gmo, etc), at least my theory.  

I had two shots already of a ginger & beet juice today, and although smelly, it sure was what my tongue craved.  I'll let everyone know how "it" goes.  Still taking a reprieve.  I cannot help anyone else, if I am falling apart myself. 

IN CHRIST'S NAME AND WITH ALL THAT IS HOLY,
IO
God, give me the strength to fight this fight, continue to grow and bear the desire to live.  In Jesus' name. Amen. 

http://www.sot-k.com/devotionals/if-you-desire-to-bear-fruit-live-in-the-spirit/

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

For My Birth Mother

I guess I will not ever truly be over being told I was "crazy," for seeing things as they truly were and are by the human vessel which brought me here.  Just before our final, and epic battle in Ligonier, PA this past summer, one of the things which I had shared with her, upsetting her "belief system," which I mentioned in my recent post, In Defense of the Daily Mail, was that I had come to the realization that our obelisks, and the reason for the masons, and the higher the ranking, having high obelisks on their graves, were because they were circumcised penis', specifically of Ba'al.  And, by having people convinced that male infants had to be circumcised, that they too were having blood sacrifices to Ba'al, even IF without the participants knowledge (the sick clucks!). Because, as we know, everything IS hidden in plain site.

WELL< this bitch said, (and I quote), "I fear for you and the way you see the world."  Remember, this was before the battle, LOL.  I couldn't listen to reggae as reggae is almost all about fighting the satanic powers and it was what brought up, for me, in my mind, then out my mouth -the topic of the masonic obelisks being as they were everywhere!  Who knew I was being offensive!  I sincerely didn't.   I mean, what the hell was I supposed to talk about?  Hillary?  Sarah silverman?  COLBERT!  MIO DIO, lol.

Suffice to say, once again - I wasn't nor am crazy, rather -I was right! I had before, only came up with these ideas, as my own conclusions, from learning, and logic.

So anyway, MA, here's a little "gift,"  happy mother's day!


"The word "obelisk" literally means ‘Baal’s Shaft’ or Baal’s organ of reproduction. This should be especially shocking when we realize that we have a gigantic obelisk in our nation’s capital known as the Washington Monument."
Dr. Cathy Burns
Masonic and Occult Symbols Illustrated



Follow up links

Sunday, May 7, 2017

What Did I Say?

Just as I said in my post of Father Arsenie Boca and MY 3 Fundamentals of Getting Yourself WELL, that MARIJUANA helped bring me to the "well-side," taking me, OFF that self destroying train of DEATH I chose to put myself on, AND CONDUCT I might add, WELL, today, in The Daily Caller, there is an article talking about how marijuana usage, HAS BROUGHT A 25% decrease in opiate usage FOR PAIN (or helped to see a decrease in pain meds usage for pain, I forget the exact wording, link will be below).

#1, what did I say helped me? (in the 3 Fundamentals.....)

#2, let's see MD's prescribing and getting people HOOKED on METHADONE  - for PAIN, people (violating everything a true MD should stand for).  Mind you, methadone is NOT something one just takes one time, it was created to ADDICT, to make the person physically non functional without it.  HENCE, leading to a decrease in desertion (for said creators at the time.  Ask any junkie at a clinic, they will tell you the truth of why it was created, like my subheader says, "THERE COMES A TIME.........").

#3, "they" the man, the establishment (which entails every part of the whole gaddamn system - law, medical, PHARMACEUTICAL companies, education, banks, etc) THEY DO NOT WANT YOU WELL.   You're living in a delusion if you believe that they do.  There IS NO MONEY TO BE MADE IN HAVING PEOPLE WELL.

I keep having moments of doubt, knowing, no one gives a chit about what I have to say.  HOWEVER, I have A LOT to say, and get frustrated because I cannot have my say.  Certainly not in my house, or with my own "loved ones."  So I AM going to continue writing here, when I deem fit, whether anyone reads it, likes it, or not.

I've learned a lot in my life.  Things which one cannot ever learn in a book.  And I am not ashamed. Nor, is it all "useless information, " as I get told, a lot, by mental inferiors (which never stops that comment from hurting my feelings).

Anyway, guys, gals, I hope you all have taken the time to say Father Arsenie Boca's Morning Prayer.  I have been, and it has been making me feel better.  We are all the only controller of our own lives.  Whether our thoughts are loving, about ourselves or not, will only stem from US.  Which also means, if you want to continue poisoning yourselves, allowing the man to maim you, you cannot blame them.  IT IS UP TO YOU.

Oh, one last thing, if you have read this blog, I made several posts about how "I love myself, and think I am awesome." When I wrote those posts,  those feelings were true Revelations for myself.  I am VERY comfortable looking in the mirror and saying something negative about myself, yet had and have a problem saying something positive.  Hence, what and why I wrote.  2017 - for me and all of you,  is all about positivity - creating the world around us that we want to be in, have.

Have a wonderful day.  And always, GODBLESS.

LINK

http://dailycaller.com/2017/05/02/medical-marijuana-linked-to-25-percent-drop-in-painkiller-abuse/?utm_campaign=atdailycaller&utm_source=Twitter&utm_medium=Social

Father Boca's Morning Prayer

https://noratellicat.blogspot.com/2017/05/father-arsenie-boca-and-my-3.html

Friday, May 5, 2017

A Vaccinated v. Unvaccinated Study: Guess Which Group is Healthier?


When I had my youngest (2013), per new regulations, the hospital demanded the child's DNA.  I initially fought this, because, what was he a felon?  However, being as I was already an anti-vaxxer (since '96), aka a defier of The Establishment, our homeopathic MD said, do it.  So I did.  Which leads me to our homeopathic MD.  

Shortly after my youngest was born, 2 months exactly, he came down with the whooping cough. Of course, the commercials during this time (I was still a TV watcher then) were all about whooping cough fear.  This was when I found our homeopathic MD.  She was based then in Flourtown, PA, and had been the former head of pediatrics at the Chestnut Hill hospital for many years before she became a homeopathic md.  She checked out my son, gave us some belladonna pellets, giving him a few drops.  HE WAS WELL BY THE TIME WE GOT BACK TO LANCASTER COUNTY!  It took us two hours, because we stopped so I could breastfeed. 

Now, A) people tell me I am lying about the belladonna pellets making him well.  I am not (didn't the dea just outlaw them too?),  B) the doctor LEFT the western medical world because she said, "The kids who I kept seeing, who were ALWAYS SICK, were the vaccinated children."  Girl, you are and were preaching to the choir.  Nevertheless, a study was finally done which proves this as a truth.  

I do fear what will become of the people and of things, once those who have followed suit, believing that The Establishment had their best interests at heart, come to the realization that not only were they lied to, BUT THEIR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN HAVE BEEN PURPOSELY MAIMED AND POISONED!   Talk about a terrorist attack!  I am serious.  This is felonious. 

I leave you with this thought people; it is not a conspiracy IF IT IS TRUE. 

Here's the study, and the link where I pulled it from, and another link about the study at the bottom.  
Thanks and God bless.

***PLEASE note what I underlined in the article.  What caused mad cow? Think.


Vaccinated vs. Unvaccinated: Guess who is Sicker?
POSTED BY CELESTE MCGOVERN ON MAY 4, 2017 4:30:44 PM
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It’s never been done before. The first-of-its-kind study of vaccinated vs. unvaccinated American homeschooled children shows who is really ailing…and parents should be worried

Something is wrong with America’s children. They are sick – allergic, asthmatic, anxious, autoimmune, autistic, hyperactive, distracted and learning disabled. Thirty-two million American children – a full 43% of them – suffer from at least one of 20 chronic illnesses not including obesity. Across the board, once rare pediatric disorders from autism and ADD to Type 1 diabetes and Tourette’s syndrome are soaring, though few studies pool the data. Compared to their parents, children today are four times more likely to have a chronic illness. And while their grandparents might never have swallowed a pill as children, the current generation of kids is a pharmaceutical sales rep’s dream come true: More than one million American children under five years old takes a psychiatric drug. More than 8.3 million kids under 17 have consumed psychiatric drugs, and in any given month one in four is taking at least one prescription drug for something. 

Fast food, bad genes, too much TV, video games, pesticides, plastics – name the environmental factor and it has been implicated in the surge of sickness, although none adequately explains the scale or scope of the epidemic. There is one exposure, however, that has evaded the search, despite that children have received it by direct injection in steadily accumulating doses far beyond anything past generations ever saw: 50 doses of 14 vaccines by age six, 69 doses of 16 pharmaceutical vaccines containing powerfully immune-altering ingredients by age 18.

We’re assured vaccines are “safe and effective” even though public health officials acknowledge they sometimes have serious side-effects including death and despite the troubling fact that no long-term study of their effects on overall health has ever been conducted.  Remarkably, not a single published study has ever compared vaccinated kids to unvaccinated kids to see who is healthier years after the shots. Until now.

A pilot study of 666 homeschooled six to 12-year-olds from four American states published on April 27th in the Journal of Translational Sciences, compared 261 unvaccinated children with 405 partially or fully vaccinated children, and assessed their overall health based on their mothers' reports of vaccinations and physician-diagnosed illnesses. What it found about increases in immune-mediated diseases like allergies and neurodevelopmental diseases including autism, should make all parents think twice before they ever vaccinate again:

*Vaccinated children were more than three times as likely to be diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum (OR 4.3)

*Vaccinated children were 30-fold more likely to be diagnosed with allergic rhinitis (hay fever) than non-vaccinated children

* Vaccinated children were 22-fold more likely to require an allergy medication than unvaccinated children

*Vaccinated children had more than quadruple the risk of being diagnosed with a learning disability than unvaccinated children (OR 5.2)

*Vaccinated children were 300 percent more likely to be diagnosed with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder than unvaccinated children (OR 4.3)

* Vaccinated children were 340 percent (OR 4.4) more likely to have been diagnosed with pneumonia than unvaccinated children

*Vaccinated children were 300 percent more likely to be diagnosed with an ear infection than unvaccinated children (OR 4.0)

*Vaccinated children were 700 percent more likely to have surgery to insert ear drainage tubes than unvaccinated children (OR 8.01)

* Vaccinated children were 2.5-fold more likely to be diagnosed with any chronic illness than unvaccinated children

Immunization Journal Download
Homeschooler vs. homeschooler

The trouble with doing a vaccinated vs. unvaccinated study a century or so after it should have been done is that virtually all American children are vaccinated today. When 95 percent of children get injections, there are few ‘controls’ left for studying long-term outcomes. Comparing American children at large to small pockets of unvaccinated children like those in the Amish community is revealing, but critics say they are comparing apples to oranges. There are too many other variables -- diet, fresh air, computer time, for example – that might explain differences in health besides vaccination status.

So, Anthony Mawson, a professor in the Department of Epidemiology and Biostatistics in the School of Public Health, Jackson State University, along with colleagues Azad Bhuiyan and Binu Jacob, collaborated with Brian D. Ray, president of the National Home Education Research Institute in Salem, OR, to engage and enrol homeschooling families to participate in the study. In this way, homeschoolers were compared to homeschoolers (apples to apples), but with the added advantage that homeschoolers as a population match the profiles of American families at large. The families who responded to the anonymous online survey were recruited through homeschooling associations in Florida, Louisiana, Mississippi and Oregon.

The disease trade

Both vaccinated and unvaccinated children in the study got sick sometimes. As expected, vaccinated children were less likely to have some infections they were vaccinated against: they were 71% less likely to have had chickenpox (Odds Ratio = 0.26), 75% less likely to have had whooping cough (pertussis) (OR = 0.3), and 87% less likely to have had a rubella infection (OR = 0.1) (see Table 2) -.

However, in spite of public health hysteria over outbreaks of measles at Disneyland and mumps resurgence, there was no evidence that vaccinated children were any more protected against these so-called “vaccine-preventable diseases”. Children in both groups had about the same rates of infection with measles, mumps, Hepatitis A and B, influenza, rotavirus and meningitis (both viral and bacterial).

Unvaccinated children in the study were actually better protected against some “vaccine-preventable diseases” than children who got the shots. Since 2000, the CDC has recommended four shots against seven different strains of pneumococcal infections before age 15 months (13 strains since 2010), but vaccinated children in the study were 340 percent more likely to have been diagnosed with pneumonia compared to unvaccinated children (OR = 4.4).

Brain drain

So, what is the cost for this weak vaccine protection against chickenpox, pertussis and rubella?

The link between autism and vaccination is the biggest tornado in the vaccine storm. Autism has soared from a rare disorder to something affecting a child in every other classroom: in the 80s, it struck one in 10,000 children, by the early 1990s, one in 2,500. Five years ago it was one in 88 children was diagnosed as autistic and today it is one in 68.

In the homeschooler study, the risk of being diagnosed on the autism spectrum was more than four-fold higher among vaccinated children than unvaccinated children (OR 4.3).

 “We do not know all of the causes of ASD,” the Centers for Disease Control says– which avoids saying they haven't identified any cause for it. Or any treatment.

They still quote a 2004 Pediatrics study claiming to refute a link between autism and vaccines even though one of its authors, their own top scientist William Thompson, has admitted that he and his colleagues colluded to obscure and then shred data (he kept copies) which showed a link between autism and the MMR vaccine. “Oh my God, I can’t believe we did what we did,” Thompson confessed in one taped telephone chat to Brian Hooker, a bioengineer professor at Simpson University and the father of an autistic child.

The Thompson whistleblower case is the basis of the 2016 documentary Vaxxed: From Cover-Up to Catastrophe by Andrew Wakefield, the gastroenterologist who was among the first to suggest a link the MMR vaccine and autism  in the late ‘90s, and who has become a symbol of how the system deals with dissenters. It’s the film the CDC does not want anyone to see.

The CDC also fails to mention that the federal government has been forced to acknowledge vaccination’s role in inducing autism and has awarded compensation to some parents of damaged children. Other courts have recognized the connection between autism and vaccination too. Besides that, there are the thousands of parents  the courts and federal government pretend don’t exist who all tell the same story over and over again: that they watched their children regress into autism following vaccination.

Brain and nervous system damage from vaccines is nothing new. Crippling and potentially blinding Acute Disseminated Encephalomyelitis, for example, (which causes MRI-visible white spots on the brain and can progress to multiple sclerosis,) has been described in the medical literature for decades and is a documented side effect for virtually every vaccine. Narcolepsy and Guillain Barré Syndrome are other examples.

So, what role might vaccines have in subtler brain damage? Don’t ask the CDC because they’ve never looked. But the JSU study found the odds for vaccinated children having a learning disability was five-fold that of unvaccinated children (OR = 5.2), four-fold for Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) (OR = 4.3) and more than three-fold for any neurodevelopmental disorder (i.e., impairment of growth and development of the brain or central nervous system associated with a diagnosis of Learning Disability, ADHD or ASD) (OR = 3.67).

Mercury, aluminum and what else?

Vaccine ingredients are known to cause brain damage. Robert Kennedy Jr. has been highlighting the dangers of mercury as thimerosal used as a preservative in vaccines and its relationship to autism.

Aluminium is another well-documented neurotoxin added to vaccines as an adjuvant to evoke an immune system response.  Recent research has thrown everything scientists used to say about it (and the CDC still does) in the bin: aluminum is not excreted from the body within hours or days, but it persists for years and can migrate to organs including lymph, spleen and brain. Aluminum in vaccines has been implicated in Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Macrophagic Myofasciitis in numerous autoimmune diseases, Alzheimer’s disease, in sudden deaths following vaccination and in autism.

The FDA does not deny its toxicity – just that there is enough aluminum toxin in vaccines to cause harm. But it calculates risk based on oral exposure. Even so it describes memory impairment in lab mice and “very young animals [which] appeared weaker and less active [and] less coordinated when their mothers were exposed to large amounts of aluminum during pregnancy and while nursing.”

Injected exposure can hardly be safer.  “It should be obvious that the route of exposure which bypasses the protective barriers of the gastrointestinal tract and/or the skin will likely require a much lower dose to produce a toxic outcome,” says a 2014 review implicating aluminium in the autism epidemic.

Besides toxic metals like aluminum and mercury, vaccines may contain contaminants from DNA from human aborted fetus cells, animal DNA and retroviruses and a host of debris and metal contaminants that are not measured by oversight agencies and whose health effects have never been studied.

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The ear infection connection

Vaccinated children in the study were four-fold more likely than   unvaccinated children in the study to have had a doctor-diagnosed ear infection (OR4.0), and they were 700% as likely to have had surgery to implant ear tubes for repeat or persistent infections. (OR 8.01)

Acute ear infections have increased worldwide in recent decades and are so common they are almost unremarkable now; they affect 80% of American children by age three and are the leading reason for child doctor visits, antibiotic use and the number one pediatric surgical procedure –insertion of plastic tubes in the ears. Childhood ear infections cost the health care system almost three billion dollars a year.

The study points to reports of middle ear infection filed with the government's Vaccine Adverse Events Reporting System (VAERS). A VAERS database search for children younger than one year of age who developed otitis media within one week of vaccination revealed 438,573 cases reported between 1990 and 2011, “often with fever and other signs and symptoms of inflammation and central nervous system involvement.” If that was the reported number for children under a year old within one week, how many children of all ages get common ear infections following vaccination? No one knows.

Messed up microbiomes

As a possible mechanism for vaccine-induced ear infection, study authors Mawson and colleagues cite a 2006 study that looked at the types of bacteria in the nasal passages of children immunized with pneumococcal vaccine vs. “historical control”  – kids from the prePCV-7 era -- and found an increased colonization of a bacteria called M. catarrhalis in the vaccinated group. M. catarrhalis, it turns out, is associated with an increased risk of ear infection.

No surprise then that vaccinated children in the study were over two-fold more likely to have taken antibiotics (OR 2.7). They were also hospitalized more often (OR 1.8).

Broad spectrum antibiotics like those frequently used for ear infections are like napalm on the microbiome -- they may wipe out bugs that cause ear infections but they affect many other microbes as well, shifting microbiome composition in ways that science is only beginning to understand how profoundly this impacts health. New research links microbiome shifts to a growing list of diseases from irritable bowel syndrome, obesity,  Crohn’s disease, diabetes and multiple sclerosis to mood disorders such as anxiety and depression, mental illnesses such as schizophrenia and  autism.

In a 2011 Lancet study, Danish researchers concluded the pneumococcal vaccine had a “much broader effect...on the microbial community than currently assumed, and highlights the need for careful monitoring when implementing vaccines...”

Another recent study found it isn't just pneumococcal bugs that are affected, but several unexpected types of infectious bugs rush in to colonize where vaccines have been. What is the net effect of 69 vaccines on a developing child’s microbiome? Public health officials haven’t even asked the question.

Wheezy and itchy

The JSU study shows that vaccinated children’s risk of being diagnosed with allergic rhinitis (hay fever) was 30-fold higher than that of unvaccinated children (OR == 30.1), which exceeds the strength of the association between smoking and lung cancer. They also had a higher odds of overall allergies (OR = 3.9), and three-fold higher odds of getting eczema. (OR = 3.1).

All this allergic disease was leading to more medication. The vaccinated children in the study were 22-fold more likely to have taken allergy medicine than the unvaccinated.

Allergic rhinitis (hay fever) is another one of those current inexplicably soaring pediatric plagues; in 2012, it affected 6.6 million children. It is strongly associated with another spiking childhood disorder, asthma. More than three million American kids have a food allergy and one in four children have eczema. Worldwide, allergies have been increasing and they now affect almost half of all American school kids.

As with autism, public health has no answers to explain the explosion of immune-mediated allergic disease. But researchers routinely create animal models of allergic disease by exposing them to aluminum adjuvants – the sort used in vaccines – at the same time as allergens. Recent experiments (here , here and here, for example) describe how scientists use aluminum to stimulate allergic rhinitis (hay fever) in mice.

This 2014 study describes how researchers used aluminum hydroxide bound to a bordetella pertussis  (that's whooping cough bacteria in every child's two, four, six and 18-month DTaP which also contains aluminum) and exposed the animal to an oral antigen (ie., food, like peanuts or soya)  to produce rats with food allergies.

Studies like these (here and here) describe how aluminum hydroxide linked to egg white protein (another vaccine ingredient) is used to create animal models of asthma.

So how does the CDC fail to consider if the very thing scientists are using to create allergic disease in animals is also creating allergic disease in children?

No explanation?

“There was no explanation for the differences in health outcomes observed between the vaccinated and unvaccinated groups of children other than vaccination itself,” the study's authors concluded.  Although the design of the study limits causal interpretation, they added, there is an apparent dose-response relationship between vaccination and chronic illness too, with the partially vaccinated showing intermediate odds of being diagnosed with chickenpox and whooping cough as well as ear infection, pneumonia, allergic rhinitis, ADHD, eczema, and learning disability (see Table 4).

“The extent to which these findings apply to the population of homeschooled children as well as the general population awaits further research on vaccinated and unvaccinated children,” Mawson and colleagues say. “Investigating and understanding the biological basis of these unexpected nonspecific outcomes of vaccination is essential for ensuring evidence-based vaccine policies and decisions.”  

There is little evidence, however, that the mainstream medical establishment has any interest in understanding unexpected outcomes. Its message is clear: vaccines are modern medicine's greatest miracle, an intervention that has saved millions of lives and improved quality of life for millions more. The fine print, acknowledged since vaccines began, is that a few children will suffer serious consequences from vaccines, including death, but their lives are a small sacrifice for the greater good of protecting of humanity from plagues of infectious disease.

For more than a century it has been accepted public health dogma that vaccine benefits outweigh risks. What's more, with the introduction of five new vaccines since 1995 bringing the total inoculations to 35 by kindergarten age, studies of the combined effect of vaccines have never been done. The reality is: real vaccine benefits are theoretical and real vaccine risks are unknown.

The emerging “vaccine war” is really just growing numbers of “hesitant” parents (and health practitioners) questioning the CDC vaccine schedule for good reasons: Why are doctors who profit from vaccines the spokesmen for public health? Can government health agencies really be trusted to protect our children when they are so wedded to the pharmaceutical industry?  Why are toxins in vaccines? Does my kid really need this vaccine or is somebody selling it, like Coca Cola and video games? Why is it acceptable to knowingly sacrifice some children for the greater good? Is that greater good real or is it a mirage?

That vaccines may sometimes curb natural infections like chickenpox sometimes appears to be the case. What’s not been answered is the cost? What else do vaccines do? And if they are such a miracle, then why are American kids so sick?

This pilot study shows us that if mainstream medicine and our public health agencies are really interested in children's health, not just vaccine profits or defending vaccine religion against blasphemy, what is needed is not the will to make everyone believe, but the courage to find out.

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Thursday, May 4, 2017

Father Arsenie Boca, and MY 3 Fundamentals of Getting Oneself WELL

I'm learning about Father Arsenie Boca right now.  He is a character in a book I am reading, Transylvanian Sunrise.  I'm awaiting a book by Father Boca, Path to the Kingdom, and sincerely hope I keep myself alive to read it!

As you all know, I feel that EVERYTHING is energy.  I sincerely do.  I believe that because of that, we have the power to cure, or kill ourselves, and I am worried that I am doing the latter.  Could it be darkness trying to derail me?  Always, as darkness exists within our very mind, thoughts, ENERGY.  We are our own darkness, by relishing within it, them, the dark negative thoughts. And right now, I am very unhappy.

I made a 360 degree change in my life.  My self destruction led me to a life as an actual beggar on the street with two toddlers, living, when I was LUCKY, inside a room at the Royan Motel, which had been on the corner of 15th and Valencia in San Francisco.  Life, was hell.  A true, physical hell (Ironically, life afterwards, after I got sober, and into the suburbs, what I lived through then was a true spiritual hell).

I know HOW I changed, how I began that "trip," and I had wanted to share it with all of you, regardless of your "poison," as the tools ARE THE SAME.  However, I fear that no one really wants to know.  Society, doesn't truly care.  LE, The Establishment, really don't want any of you to get yourselves well.  And this, has me in a serious funk which I put myself in, and seemingly cannot bring myself out of.

So, I'm going to make a conscious effort to NOT bring up the past spiritual hell stuff, (of Lancaster County), because the TRUTH is, I walked through that BECAUSE of the grace I had found, which was GOD'S LOVE that I found and FELT after I got myself sober.  I felt the pain, hurt, fear, sure, but NEVER ALONE.  Never did I want to hurt myself, with tobacco, drugs, etc. while I walked through those trying times 6/2007-6/2014 (weird, I just realized that myself.  wonder if I broke a mirror, LOL, I jest....and it was tobacco, I slipped into tobacco use after an incident w my adopted father 7/14 and stopped, last june cold turkey).

So, if I do drop dead, I'm going to let you all know NOW, how I got myself sober.  Use it to get YOURSELVES WELL TOO.  Whether your poison is random sex, overeating, pharms (physically the most difficult, though not as difficult as having a food addiction), organic "drugs," - natural opiates, cocaine, etc., booze, whatever it may be, these tools WILL work.  I PROMISE YOU.

1.  If you are harming yourself, you are destroying something GOD made in the likeness of GOD, you are therefore, shitting all over GOD.  Now I don't know about you, but I always knew in GOD.  I never believed that we had to go through ANYONE to get to GOD and still don't (as I've said here), but I knew GOD was real.  My life, even up until then, I knew GOD was real, never doubted it.  I had watched GOD work every, single day!  And I also knew, GOD gave me more than most, yet I threw it all away.  Most importantly, I knew that GOD was real, and yet, I STILL had heroin shot through my veins.

I felt so much shame.  I can remember sitting in my room at the Royan Motel, just after Thanksgiving, 1999 and I had bought a journal to write in, as I felt, and still feel that if you write down what it is you need guidance with, help, etc., the angels, spirits can read it to help.  I wrote out my 3 goals; to get off heroin, get off the street, and be the mom I always wanted to be, because this, wasn't it.

I can remember crying, looking at those words, that list, listening to the Martha Stewart Show on the TV,  remembering the smell of fresh laundry, cut grass, and knowing that THAT was what I wanted for my kids.  Not this. I said and felt in my head and heart then at that moment, asking GOD to forgive me for what I have done.  That is when I felt this OVERWHELMING sensation of GOD saying, " ****, I've already forgiven you.  You need to forgive yourself."  I NEEDED TO FORGIVE MYSELF?  That was crazy.  However, it was that moment, even today looking back, I can still see a window, that became cracked.  Just at that mere thought of forgiving myself.

12/01/99 my friend, james came with my two toddlers, and me at around 5:30 am to the sixth street methadone clinic, where I signed up for the program.

So what is the first step into "opening that window, just a crack?" HAVING A ONE ON ONE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

2. HERB.  Marijuana, ganja, whatever you want to call it.  I smoked herb ONE time when I was using.  And you know what happened?  I had a moment of clarity.  I knew that if LE (law enforcement), etc. came into my place at that moment, I would've lost my kids, for good.  So I threw out EVERYTHING.  Every tin can, envelope, needle, etc. only to pull them all out from the trash the next morning.

Well, just before I wrote the said list I mentioned above, I had befriended the guy, or he me really, who had opened up the Cannabis Club in between 15 and 16th streets on Mission st.  He would let the kids and I hang out in there, sharing with me where the grow houses were within the city, or where they were going (I forget), etc.  He told me how he started it in Missouri (which I thought was weird then and now, as it's still illegal there), BUT word on the street was that he was CIA, which of course I told him, because I am an idiot and he Freaked out.  NEVERTHELESS, one night, he gave me this drink, it was marijuana in oil form with orange juice.  Like all junkies, we think no one knows that we are using, so I was like, "please, I have a high tolerance," L.O.L....I ended up trying to walk to my friend James' house at 24th and mission, + several blocks down.  Lord knows how far I made it, I just remember walking sideways, LOL.  Someone ended up driving us back to my area, 16th & mission.

SUFFICE TO SAY, I realized, I began this journey, LOVING herb, yet because I was vying for death, I left it behind.  And I started using herb again (I didn't become a member of that cannabis club.  The guy, I forget his name, said I wouldn't want my name in that database.  who the F knows what was going on). THE POINT IS, marijuana helped keep me straight.  I smoked from then on too, and being as CA then allowed medicinal marijuana, I was able to get my methadone as "take-homes," which allowed me to get out of there completely, and fly back to a home I had in VT.  I was transferred to the methadone clinic in Greenfield, MA, a 2 hour drive each way from my home in Manchester center, vt.  They wouldn't let me smoke herb and get take homes, so I stopped smoking herb, yet they never allowed me to get take homes, which then led to my going off 115 milligrams ama.  I should have taken years, I did it in a month. However, I just wanted to get off of the dope (I am talking about heroin, methadone, etc), and that was that.

Let me add, and  I SWEAR ON MY MOTHER'S GRAVE, driving while on the methadone, I would literally go through towns, and not even realize.  That shit IS evil.  It took me YEARS to get my central nervous system back to normal.  The only way to describe how it felt would be as if red ants were running throughout your veins.  And mind you, the day the autopsy report came back for Anna Nicole Smith's son Daniel, two articles down on my Yahoo! news, was an article stating that METHADONE WAS THE #1 LEGALLY PRESCRIBED PAIN RELIEVER BY USA MD'S.  Think about that for a moment.

Nonetheless, yes, methadone, helped me get sober and away from my then husband, who to this day isn't sober.  However it was truly the HERB which helped me put my head back on straight.  Opened my eyes, gave me clarity. 110%.

3. Getting HONEST.

A person CANNOT GET OR BE SOBER, UNLESS THEY ARE HONEST.  This is fact.  If someone is still a liar, even about little things, and tells you they are sober, they ARE LYING.  It just cannot be.

Getting honest also means taking FULL RESPONSIBILITY for what you have done, REGARDLESS of whether or not harm has been done to you.  Or, even if someone else had been injecting you (as is often the case).  You still wanted it, allowed it, put yourself there.  And you certainly aren't the first person to suffer in this life, THUS< it is not an excuse to harm yourself.  TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, GET HONEST, to get yourself WELL.

Ok.  So, those are my 3 fundamentals of getting oneself well.

Anyway guys, gals.....I'm just letting you all know, "where I am at."  I am going to leave you with a prayer Father Arsenie Boca wrote.  Please read it.  It sure is APT.

pace, Ciao!

Lord Jesus Christ, help me let go of myself today… Morning prayer by Arsenie Boca







Morning prayer by Father Arsenie Boca
Arsenie Boca-icoana-parintele-arsenie-boca-fresca-pictata-de-ioan-si-camelia-popaLord Jesus Christ, help me let go of myself today, as I can create great problems from small and insignificant issues, and this way, caring for myself, I will lose You.
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Lord Jesus Christ, help me so that the prayer of Your Holy name will wander (work) through my mind more than lightning on the sky, so that I stay clear of even the shadow of bad thoughts as, look, I am sinning every minute.
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Lord, coming secretly amongst people, have mercy upon us, because we stumble as we are walking in the dark. Our temptations are closing the eyes of our mind, forgetfulness has become like a wall amongst us, turning our hearts to stone and all together have made the prison cell in which we keep You crippled, starving and naked, wasting our days.
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Lord, coming secretly amongst people, have mercy upon us and set fire to this prison cell, light up the love in our hearts, burn the thorns of our temptations and make our souls bright.
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Lord, coming secretly amongst people, have mercy upon us, come and live within us, together with the Father and the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit prays through us with unspoken sighs, when word and mind don’t have the power.
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Lord, coming secretly amongst people, have mercy upon us, because we don’t realise how imperfect we are and how close You are to our souls; and how distant we become through our sins. Shine Your light over us, so that we see light through Your eyes and live eternally through Your life. Our light and joy, praise be to You!