A Connection Between Lil Peep's Death and Philip Ahr?

Ok guys, gals.  You know me, I tend to read inbetween the lines when reading the news, and see connections that may only be clear to me (although, I do have a tendency of finding out I was right in the end).  So here's my latest, "connection," I noted, and have since, come across two things to support my, "theory."

The Death of Lil' Peep

I had not even heard of Lil Peep until his death.  But what I had mentally noted, was his unusual last name of, Ahr.  I found myself unable to shake running his name through my head, Gustav Ahr, that whole day and night.  Then it hit me!  I had google +'ed and article, around this past Halloween, of a PA politician, from the county over, named, Philip Ahr, who had been arrested for possession of a HOARD of filthy, sick and HIGHLY ILLEGAL pornography (links below)!

http://www.philly.com/philly/news/crime/phil-ahr-resigns-as-radnor-township-board-president-amid-child-porn-allegations-20171023.html

http://heavy.com/news/2017/10/philip-phil-ahr-radnor-pennsylvania-democrat-child-porn/

In the article I had first read about Lil' peep's death, in the daily mail.uk, they said, his parents met at harvard and he was born in - PA (the only article I can find now, makes no mention of PA.  I promise you, I did not imagine it).

Ok, so so far, we have two people in the news, in a very short span of time, both with the last name of AHR and BOTH, with ties to the state of Pennsylvania.

Now, My Theory on the, "Connection." 

It is definitely, more than likely that Philip Ahr, the perverted politician, wasn't just looking at this gross trove, but partaking in and with the YOUTHFUL flesh as well (his, "mentoring," as mentioned in the Heavy.com article linked above, is certainly more than a red flag).  Now, what better way to send a signal/warning shot to him, to KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT, in regards to those who are trafficking the children for sex in PA (from philly, chester and lancaster counties, all the way up to state college and everywhere inbetween), than to cause the death of someone connected to him, AND to blatantly get away with it?  Not to mention, an addict is THE easiest and most perfect person to murder.   No one will ever think twice.

So, IT WAS MURDER!

I came to this conclusion, connecting my mental dots last Friday.  Either yesterday, or the day before (Monday), I came across an article on MediaTakeOut talking about how, Lil Peep was given, "hot," xanax, (or whatever pills were his drug of choice).   Link below.

http://mtonews.com/mto-shock-exclusive-2/

I realize they're not, the most reliable news source, yet there it is.

Just now, I came across this video, Black Child Productions posted on youtube, please go to the six minute mark.

People, I think we have a winner!

There is NOT a more profitable business in the world than that of trafficking human beings, with children at the TOP of that pyramid. 

I know, that the person, I allude to often when talking about my daughter's case, was and most likely still IS, the JEFFREY EPSTEIN of PA, and if he falls, so many highly established people will fall too.  It's a tower, they cannot afford to have crumble.  Just like a perverted game of Jenga.

Be well, be strong, be vigilant and be with us, with God.

Have a good day.

A Moment of Therapy: Sex Assaults, and on the Young (w/added thought)

With all of the hoopla coming out currently about the highly, sexual atmosphere of Hollywood, and elsewhere, really, I've found myself reading headlines, and thinking, of how many similar situations I had been in myself.  I had also found myself getting slightly irritated that most of the cases involved women who quite honestly, should've known better (don't get offended, and let me explain).

Several months ago, I was thinking to myself, that it had probably been safer for me, in the long run, to have abandoned the world of the, "elite," at the prime age (18) and instead, taking refuge on the street.  At that time,  as I was reflecting, I was thinking only in terms of, being put, putting myself in a situation where I couldn't have run away, and sought help (i.e.: a secluded estate, vs the city street), because, God knows, I would've (put myself in such a situation).  I wasn't even thinking of terms of, putting myself in situations for 'bettering myself," (i.e.: fame, a job, etc.), because at that age, when I left the, "civilized world," I just wanted to party, or get fucked up (drugged out of my mind), and whichever road got me there, I was in, on it.

Which brings me to the current situation.  I was getting angry because I would compare the women coming out about Weinstein, to the kids, being put into a situation where they didn't have a choice.  The abuse, was survival. Such as what happened to me at my boarding school (which was in Italy, therefor I was physically isolated from family, as well as what little communication was allowed with them; letters, phone calls, even visits, were all monitored).  I played the game.  The headmaster never, physically sexually assaulted me, however, I was ordered by him, to, "break in," an 18 year old virgin, and then tell him all about our weekend of, "fucking like rabbits.:  I had to do this, in his apartment, sitting on his lap, while he was in an open robe, with his boxers on and penis slipping out.  Of course, at that time, I knew that was inappropriate, especially in a school which thrived on expelling, "unacceptable behavior."  Nonetheless, I played the game.  I was 15, 16 years old.

However, two headlines struck me today, and one, brought up for me how one, "teacher," from this same boarding school, would lend this 18 year old virgin and me, his apartment, and hotel rooms for us to have sex in.  Something, which only now, do I realized how, unacceptable that was too.  This led me to think about, and REALIZE, that my barometer of what was acceptable for my body was askew.  And why?   My issues with lack of self worth began with my adopted father.  And, it was that initial bout of having my body violated as a nine year old, THAT ONE TIME, as that is all I remember, (though it is documented, as I began wetting the bed, which led my mother to get my a psychiatrist), that fucked me up so.  Actually, so much more than I had realized.

But here's my point; that sole indiscretion on my adopted father's part, fucked me up so much, subconsciously, that for the next fifteen or more years, I had lost what an acceptable barometer was for how men treated me and my body! For the second headline today was in reference to another celeb who had a propensity for having sex with women who were passed out.  That was how I met my youngest daughters father!  Something which although DID repulse me, yet I accepted being as I felt I didn't matter.

Now I am bringing this all up, because I mentioned to my youngest daughter about that celeb, because I was on the fence of whether charges should be brought now.  The fence being; the person who did that to me, my youngest daughter's father, went on to rape her too.  Something, that wouldn't have happened if I had felt I was worth more.

And then she and I were discussing this, discussing how even would pursuing criminal charges be worth it to the victims now?  Or would it be better to forgive, not forget.  Meaning,  letting go of the anger, for the perps.  It's so hard to say.

I'd like to add that I didn't get that, "barometer," until I had my kids.  And it was still, only for them.  I couldn't allow things to happen to them, that happened to me.  They weren't like me.  They were and are, worth more than gold.  So when my daughter was being harmed, I went balls to the wall, and fought for her safety like a mother should.  Yet, it almost killed me.  For, fighting this, sex crimes against a child, children, legally - it's a nightmare.  The law is not on your side.  The cops may be, but not the people in the courtroom.  (added thought: my daughter is strong, confident now, and nothing like I was.  I know, she wouldn't be mad if Dexter dealt with her father, but I'm not sure if she'd want to go through the court, trying for justice, again.  The important thing is, she IS not on a self destructive path because, in my honest opinion, what happened to her, it was ACKNOWLEDGED.  Thus, DON'T SHUT UP- about it, men, women and children.  PLEASE.  Talking about it, will heal you.)

Anyway, I hope the rest comes out.  Everyone says marijuana, booze, jeez, sniffing pixi stixs are the, "gateways," to drugs.  NO!  I say, being sexually violated as a child is.

Go get 'em.

GODBLESS

***ADDED THOUGHT*** 11/11/17

I started watching the show, Blue, with Julia Styles on Vudu, and wanted to share, that if anyone wants to see a great depiction of the result of having your body violated as a child, (16 and under, for sure), she does a great job at it.


Have a good day!

FINALLY, Some Vindication

Great news!  Slightly.  I read this morning that, Lancaster, PA attorney, Jeffrey Mohler has been disbarred for five years.  If you have read this blog, you will remember this same clown didn't pay off my mortgage for over two months after closing.  True, he admitted it when I confronted him, AFTER being notified by my own mortgage company.

HOWEVER, in my honest opinion, there was more to our story, of him choosing ME to not pay off my mortgage. You see, also if you have read this blog, you will know that I had to fight a fight that I wouldn't wish on ANY PARENT.  That of, protecting my child, from rapists within the machine, aka The Establishment.  To recap, my kid's rapist that we know of, for certain, was her biological father.  Her biological father got involved with a wealthy, local man, known by at least THREE police departments as being a, "legal AND illegal business man."  He was involved in drugs, human trafficking and pornography.  He also paid for every lawyer to fight against me, AND he was POA for this house closing.  A closing where I was shoved into a closet, while he was treated like a king.  Therefore, Mohler and he a coincidence?  I think not.

LINKS (make sure you read the parts written in RED, for both links.  TY)

Here's where I wrote about Mohler and other corruption by the local Establishment

https://noratellicat.blogspot.com/2017/02/proof-of-judges-committing-treason.html

Re-cap of how my kid got involved, which would be good to read considering all of this, with Hollywood is coming out now, and yes, I blame the parents.  For unlike adults, KIDS ARE BEING PUT INTO SITUATIONS WHERE THEY DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE, and the parents are doing it for money.  Pimping their kids.

https://noratellicat.blogspot.com/2017/07/the-pedophile-network-reaches-everywhere.html

That jeffrey epstein character, that local, "legal and illegal," (as described by several police depth.) biz man   I just noticed, his main office, which is above a gas station off the highway, is closed, with a sign covering the sign, basically saying there's a fire sale.  Is the noose tightening?  God, I hope so.

Godbless

America, THIS is Important *no way is the way*

Greetings Everyone!

Even though I had stopped this blog, because my own ego took over, which made me feel, unlike myself, THIS, what I have to say, in regards to the Charlottesville incident, and what is happening in my beloved America is too important to not share.  Ego, be damned. 

I've lived a rather colorful life; from the wealthy suburbs of NYC, to Europe, to the streets of San Fran, venice beach -squatting, to crawling out of that, to the lowest level of poverty, now to where I am, PA.  So, I've come across a lot of different types of people, from ALL tax brackets, and here's what I need to say.

You've all, for the most part, been lovely.  I've been treated well by gang bangers in LA, NYC, the Bronx, by Latin Kings, Mexican cartel members, gutter punks, etc., basically, those considered the lowest forms of society.  

Here, in PA, in 2001-2 I ran a small, motel called, The Willow Dell, in Mohnton, PA.  The place was a real chit hole, filled with mostly, weekly renters who were stuck there.  Many of the people I met there, were also proud KKK members, renters and others in the area, and though suspicious of me at first, within our firsts conversations, I would be able to win them over - not "trying," just by being who I am.  Even though, I am not any more than 50% white and look it; brown, "ethnic," whatever.

I was able to debate, discuss our differing beliefs, and ideals, and yet, still, the people listened and liked what it was I had to say, and ended up liking- me.   The same can also be said for many of those inherently, white racists that I've met since living here (though not all - but most).  They've seemed to change their former, racist beliefs, since I've known them.  Beliefs born of simply, not knowing any better.  Most have GROWN in their ideas, changed.  

Now, the liberals that I have met, during the same period, including my own birth mother - they have not (changed).  They cannot debate, converse, NOR hear of any ideas that don't parlay with their own.  Now, why is that?

I will never speak to my own mother again, as my disdain for Hillary Clinton became the third and final straw for her and for me.

The first time she stopped speaking to me was over the gay marriage issue.  I had merely said, "Marijuana legalization should have taken precedence."  We didn't speak for several years.  I would write, call, email - all to no avail. 

The second time we stopped speaking was over my bringing the "smack down," on my then teenage son.  Her niece, another filthy liberal, witnessed it and it made her cry.  Boo Hoo.  Suffice to say, she threatened to call CPS on me, as it was, 'her duty, being as she was as a teacher from TX," to which I reminded her that I had spent our whole visit listening to her BRAG about how she AND our aunt (whom I never met), were BOTH HAVING SEXUAL AFFAIRS WITH THEIR 16 YEAR OLD EIGHTH GRADE ILLEGAL ALIEN STUDENTS!!!!!!!!!  And her "comical," story of how the aunt's toyboy was so drunk at my own mother's NYE party that he had alcohol poisoning, (I'm adopted, praise GOD) yet no one at the party, all of my mother's family, would call 911 as they were all teachers.  And, the truly "funny, " story of how she knew the aunt even had sex in the aunt's classroom, which was across the hall from hers!!!  BUT, it was my yelling at my deserving kid that WAS OFFENSIVE.

People, THIS IS THE MENTALITY OF THE LEFT.  For YEARS, I thought it was me.  Now I know, it is not.  There is something so fundamentally wrong with these people, it is not even funny.  Most are on a plethora of legal drugs, alcohol, tobacco.  Many are having and living risky sex lives, and they are stupid.  FAR TOO stupid to see through their own eyes, their lives, lies and hypocrisy.  So stupid, that they don't even realize, that it wasn't that long ago, in the beginning, when homosexuality was being shoved down our throats (and their anuses), that their mantra was that they were, "BORN THIS WAY."  NOW, born this way? WHAT!  They are changing every, single bit about themselves; girls are becoming boys and boys are becoming girls.  

The whole point of this post; the white supremacists aren't the problem, they have some valid points, as did the BLM (minus the soros backing), however NOW- we must come together.  Those of us who can and must, LISTEN, DIALOG with each other.  WE MUST COME TOGETHER -those of us who were born this way - as AMERICANS, must come together.  

I don't know about you, but I am a 100% purebred American MUTT and proud of it (the "purebred mutt" was intended).  I love my fellow american citizens; STRAIGHT, black, white, brown, red, yellow, etc.  I don't love the establishment, the media, the medical establishment, or those who worship those - the liberals.   

DON'T LET YOURSELVES FALL INTO THIS HATE - INTO THEIR CONTRIVED TRAP, AS THE LIBERALS HAVE.  FALL ONLY INTO GOD, LOVE YOURSELF, AS GOD MADE YOU, AND LOVE ALL OTHERS WHO LOVE GOD (as Muslims do too). 

In Jesus's name. 

The Pedophile Network Reaches Everywhere (w/ finished, forgotten thought)

let me explain something that needs to be known and understood.

You all know what happened with my youngest daughter.

In hindsight, being as everything IS energy, I probably brought that on us, myself (even more so than hooking up with her father whom I met, coming to, and finding him having sex with me).  This, is deeper than that.

Around 2002, after I had gotten myself sober, off the streets, etc.  we, my three kids, my youngest daughter's father and I were all living in an apartment complex in lancaster, pa which at that time was called hershey heritage.  we alluded ourselves to the show, the jeffersons, "movin' on up."

My adopted father bought us a computer, and I started researching the temple of s*t (aka seth, aka satan).  I was researching, basically, phucking around with the idea of gaining riches, etc. by playing with "the energy."

At hershey heritage, our apartment faced the woods and to the right was a field, then the playground.  One day, I left my older two there while I ran back to the apartment.  When I came back, a grandmother, that I recognized from the complex told me that a young, twentiesh year old white male had been taking pictures of my kids, and pointed to which apartment was his.  I confronted him, and he said it was for a class project for Millersville University. I called the university police to ask if a professor would have students take pictures of kids on a playground for a project, they said no, and to report it to the police.  I did.

Lancaster City police came, and along with the security for the apartment complex, they sided with me, stating that it was unacceptable, and went to talk to the guy. When they came back, the cop said, the guy was threatening to press charges against me, as I had told him, "that if I find out he was indeed being sinister, I'd rip his jugular out with my teeth," which I would.  I'm an animal. Or was. The cop said, he would've said the same thing if it were his kids.  The apartment security guard was nodding in agreement, when suddenly, his radio went off - the lady from the office at hershey heritage was now saying SHE had him take pictures for their brochure!  I looked at the cop and said, "that's likely," sarcastically, being as, if that were the case, the guy would have said so at the get go which he did not (I'm getting to my point). 

I had lived a crazy life up until then. One. that I had thought encapsulated a lot (i.e.: the street, living w richies in ct, ny, europe, etc).  But none of it prepared me for the world, of child trafficking, child pornography, and or, for understanding just how far their tentacles reach!

The cop did clarify for me what had likely been going on; taking pictures of kids, putting them up on sinister sites, for pedos to know where to find them, etc.  A sort of shopping mall for pedos. 

Shortly after that, I was sitting at the kiddie pool at the same complex when I woman came and sat next to me.  She was an older white woman, who didn't live at the complex (they sold pool passes to anyone).  She offered up to me, the information that she did volunteer work with the court, and shared that she knew of men, who had raped infants, to the degree that the child, would have to have a colostomy bag - FOR LIFE, and they only got six months probation, if that!  Yes, I wondered for many years, WHY she decided to sit next to me and share these horror stories, but when I began my journey, as a teen, my adopted mother gave me the book, The Celestine Prophecy (which I'm rereading again now), so I know, or KNEW enough, to register in my brain this convo.  That it meant something.   And it did.

Here's what I am getting at;  why'd and HOW'D the lady from the office at hershey heritage, come to the defense of this guy (who moved out shortly afterwards)?  The TRUTH DOES NOT CHANGE, lies do. That's #1.  #2, what I've now come to find out, which is the one person who was at the helm of what I know, and what SEVERAL, LOCAL POLICE DEPARTMENTS CONFIRMED, as being the head of "illegal businesses," (i.e.: child trafficking, child pornography, drug dealing, etc.), isn't Rahiem from the hood.  No, this guy is at functions and winning money at the local psychology center, he is going to the weddings of judges at the state level, and county levels, kids.  He plays with The Establishment.  HE IS THE ESTABLISHMENT.  And his tentacles reach everywhere.  NOT TO MENTION, he also has "legitimate" businesses.  Ones, that get his shady AF workers into people's homes!  He also owns mountains of rental properties, ranging from vacation properties for the wealthy (with kids), to the poors.

He (this man at the helm of some sinsiter chit) ended up coming into our lives that summer too, as my youngest daughter's father bought a row home downtown.  It was one of those, no money down and walk out with $5g deals.  The mortgage broker who hooked up the deal was living with this "man who is at the helm," and so it began. He first set his sights on my son, when I refuted all of his "kind gestures," that many others fell for, including my daughter's father, he then went after the five year old, my daughter (life on the street taught me the signs of how to spot a pimp.  This guy, I knew, was a pimp.....I just, initially, didn't realize he was a child pimp too, though knew he "wanted," my son.  And being as my youngest daughter's father worshipped $$$, was impressed with anyone with $$$, he fell hook, line and sinker for this guy.  Just about left me for him - not that it was a great loss, being how I met him, but nonetheless, that's how my youngest daughter became involved in the child porn, trafficking chit - on her father's court scheduled weekend visits.  ALL hearings, court proceedings, etc, fought with lawyers paid for by this man).

***THE POINT, this man is extremely powerful within the county, state and in DE (from what lawyers have told me confidentially).  Therefor, had I not been so beyond repulsed at the thought of ANYONE sexualizing any of my children, Lord knows, I could have been "paid," handsomely.  Paid via connections, with jobs, opportunities, "luxuries," etc., instead of what did end up happening, being raped financially, and tried, spiritually.  This chit is all real, and anyone who does support, protect, etc. child rapists, molesters, traffickers, pornographers, IS A SATANIST - in the truest sense.  END OF. 

These people are winning.  They are everywhere.  They can get into your homes, put up cameras, watch your kids, decide they want your kid.  If you're lucky, they'll only corrupt your kid, not steal them all together/.

Everyone thinks this is only a problem with Children and Youth agencies taking your kids.  No, it's not.  These people, excuse me, these vermin are EVERYWHERE.

People, there is not a crime worse on this planet that that of the defiling of a child. And anyone who protects that, supports that, endorses that has simply put, GOT TO GO.  Go, into the pit of eternal darkness.  IN Jesus's Name I Pray.

Be wary, Be strong and Be vigilant

In Jesus's Name. 

***added thought****

http://yournewswire.com/oregon-child-sex-ring/

Kid's, it's where the real money's at.  And if you want to knock yournewswire, just remember, they had  reported on the UN classifying Israel as THE WORST violator of human rights, LONG before the msm were reporting it.

This problem is real, and ignoring it will not make it go away.

Last thing, it's funny, because I lived on the streets in NYC, LA, and SF for years, and part of the time with babies!  Never, were my kids, or I in danger like what we faced here, in lancaster, pa.  If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times, the worst people on planet earth, look "normal," have normal jobs, are always, part of the establishment, and THEY LOOK THE PART (aka "normal,"), but the EVIL that exists within them is certainly unfounded on the streets, amongst the downtrodden, homeless, the poor.  I've never seen anything like it.  They are THE ONLY ONES to ignore rumors of pedophilia.  They ONLY ONES. let that sink in, again.

Ok.  I'm done for the day.  May, Godbless. 

A Chuckle Today for us Older Folks

My fifteen year old, who is a few months shy of her sixteenth bday, friend who is a boy, just came over for a visit.  And being as I am about to go out power walking, I said, "Keep yo' hands to yourself, because to quote James Brown, "I don't know karate, but I know c-ray-zay."" To which he replied, (hand to GOD), "I think you meant, Chris Brown."  L.O.L Gotta love him.  Sincerely.  :)

Nancy Pelosi Went With the Script (clearer)

Sorry about the prior post, here's the comments in full (not cut off on the right). I really don't doubt any of it, though am only shocked, and impressed if Trump really is not only aware of , "what is up," but is then also willing to help protect others from those murderous, psychotic, satanic fools.

Taken from;

http://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2017/06/senile-pelosi-nearly-says-heartbroken-death-scalise-video/

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Elizabeth Carter  Eddie_Baby • a day ago
Scalise was sent to the hospital where Seth Rich "died". But President Trump showed up unexpectedly and put his own doctor on the case. Now the hospital is scrambling to repair the damage they did before they got caught.
Pelosi was right if everything had gone as planned, but it didn't. She was just working off of yesterday's script.
Scalise was heavily involved in stopping the pedo rings and human trafficking. That is why Seth Rich suddenly got offed.
I am so grateful that President Trump showed up at the hospital and put a stop to their plans for Scalise. I am praying that he survives.
Swamp draining is not easy. As President Trump says, "It's complicated."
God Bless you President Trump and keep up the good work.
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HollyB  Elizabeth Carter • a day ago
In 2009, Pelosi had a big beef with John Murtha over who was going to be Speaker..
Shortly afterward ,in January 2010, Murtha went into the hospital for a gallbladder operation and died.
The surgery was done at Bethesda Naval Hospital.

Really how many people die from a gallbladder operation?
He was my Congressman at the time.
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Elizabeth Carter  HollyB • a day ago
Thanks for reminding me. I had forgotten about that.
It makes me wonder how these people can do these things and stand in front of the world and act so sanctimonious. They are so evil it hurts to even think about.
What is it they say??? Keep your friends close and kill your enemies??
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Beth Williams  Elizabeth Carter • a day ago
Nancy is the same woman who LIED about what the Pope (Benedict) said to her about her blind devotion to abortion - basically absolving her of her endorsement of abortion. Benedict had to come out publically and tell the truth about what he said to her and it wasn't what she claimed!
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SophieA  Elizabeth Carter • a day ago
Wow! I wondered why Trump visited Scalise so quickly. Praying for Scalise's full recovery and thanking God our President knows how to protect those at risk.
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