"The King needs to make the earth safe, " - those were the final words my kid said as they drifted off to sleep last night. I said, "the kid?" The kid screamed, sassily in my face, "THE KING," then layed back down and fell asleep.
Well, isn't that the truth? And isn't that really, why I am sharing the things I do.
I read over some of this blog last night, and what I came away with and what I hope all of you will go away with is the progression, towards waking up, that is so obvious in my posts.
When I started this, I had a slight understanding of what was "going on," though not really. I never really even knew of Masons until I moved to Lancaster County, PA. We didn't have them in Harrison, NY. Probably because there was too much "new" (industrial rev) money in the Westchester area, and historically, the old money, stayed around the Philly/DE area (which is where they landed, circa william penn), and gaining the men in those areas allegiance must be why there are so many lodges here.
Ok. So from the time I was born, up until I got sober and moved to PA here's what I knew as fact, because I lived it; at a $100g a year American/International Behavioral Modification school in Italy circa early 1990's 95% of those kids (99% from ridiculously wealthy families) were victims of childhood sexual abuse, to a halfway house in WI, where again, 95% of those women were also victims of childhood sexual abuse, then to the streets/skid row of San Fran and even LA, yet again, 95% of the people there were also, victims of childhood sexual abuse (and TBH I'm probably being "conservative" with those percentages). So I knew. I "got" that it was a problem, and I also mentally noted, never did I ever see any person held accountable for their crimes. Not once.
Topple all of this with my lifelong appreciation of marijuana yet, I was penalized - my whole life because I love HERB. As such, the laws, I was always up to date with, and viewed marijuana prohibition as a crime against humanity, as well as a SCAM being as I was adopted and raised by ITALIANS in the NYC liquor industry. DO NOT GET ME STARTED.
Suffice to say, and back to the point, when I started this, I knew all of this, understood it, knew, that I live in a state, and country, where a marijuana smoker is DEEMED more of a danger than that of someone who RAPED A SIX YEAR OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I knew it. I "got" it. BUT, what I didn't "get" was just how RIGHT I WAS. And to now see all of it coming out! The pizzagate, john podestas, etc. the illogical hold these POS members of the "establishment" have on us. The lies, the deception.
Now I ask myself, WHAT NOW? I'll tell you what now, we are going to think back to what my kid said last night. If the "King" could make "the earth safe, " how would that be accomplished? Because the cause of all of our problems are people utilizing their free will for selfishness.
And, I figured it out. WE NEED PEOPLE TO GET THEMSELVES WELL.
Before I changed providers (for my wellness certification), I said to the kids in my class, "you know, if our goals are to become wellness coaches, to help others figure out how to, make themselves well, then we really and truly are going to be the "priests," of the new era." No one "got it." I thought it was very poignant.
The point is; we cannot fix, or heal others. WE can only fix and heal ourselves. It begins within and it ends within. This is what I am going to do. I'm going to go forth with my education to attain my wellness cert so I can help people - become clean, find happiness within themselves, and get WELL. And might I add, I was 100% born without a capitalistic drive (even when I had my high end hemp shop in 2007, it was to educate not to sell), and have thought already, long before I read The Pow Wow Book, of how would I accept money? Because, IF SOMEONE IS READY TO GET THEMSELVES WELL, there should be no monetary hold over whether or not that person can get the help they want and need. This knowledge should be shared, and I do like to practice what I preach. The Pow Wow Book says that a true healer would never ask for payment, and I agree 100%. Give what you can/want/feel is acceptable. How about that. I say I "worry" about money, but the truth is, I DO know, that God will provide. He always has, since I decided to walk in the Light (12/99).
AGAIN, we cannot fix the world, or others, but we CAN fix ourselves. So let's begin there everybody.
I really do love you all.
Bless.
Well, isn't that the truth? And isn't that really, why I am sharing the things I do.
I read over some of this blog last night, and what I came away with and what I hope all of you will go away with is the progression, towards waking up, that is so obvious in my posts.
When I started this, I had a slight understanding of what was "going on," though not really. I never really even knew of Masons until I moved to Lancaster County, PA. We didn't have them in Harrison, NY. Probably because there was too much "new" (industrial rev) money in the Westchester area, and historically, the old money, stayed around the Philly/DE area (which is where they landed, circa william penn), and gaining the men in those areas allegiance must be why there are so many lodges here.
Ok. So from the time I was born, up until I got sober and moved to PA here's what I knew as fact, because I lived it; at a $100g a year American/International Behavioral Modification school in Italy circa early 1990's 95% of those kids (99% from ridiculously wealthy families) were victims of childhood sexual abuse, to a halfway house in WI, where again, 95% of those women were also victims of childhood sexual abuse, then to the streets/skid row of San Fran and even LA, yet again, 95% of the people there were also, victims of childhood sexual abuse (and TBH I'm probably being "conservative" with those percentages). So I knew. I "got" that it was a problem, and I also mentally noted, never did I ever see any person held accountable for their crimes. Not once.
Topple all of this with my lifelong appreciation of marijuana yet, I was penalized - my whole life because I love HERB. As such, the laws, I was always up to date with, and viewed marijuana prohibition as a crime against humanity, as well as a SCAM being as I was adopted and raised by ITALIANS in the NYC liquor industry. DO NOT GET ME STARTED.
Suffice to say, and back to the point, when I started this, I knew all of this, understood it, knew, that I live in a state, and country, where a marijuana smoker is DEEMED more of a danger than that of someone who RAPED A SIX YEAR OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I knew it. I "got" it. BUT, what I didn't "get" was just how RIGHT I WAS. And to now see all of it coming out! The pizzagate, john podestas, etc. the illogical hold these POS members of the "establishment" have on us. The lies, the deception.
Now I ask myself, WHAT NOW? I'll tell you what now, we are going to think back to what my kid said last night. If the "King" could make "the earth safe, " how would that be accomplished? Because the cause of all of our problems are people utilizing their free will for selfishness.
And, I figured it out. WE NEED PEOPLE TO GET THEMSELVES WELL.
Before I changed providers (for my wellness certification), I said to the kids in my class, "you know, if our goals are to become wellness coaches, to help others figure out how to, make themselves well, then we really and truly are going to be the "priests," of the new era." No one "got it." I thought it was very poignant.
The point is; we cannot fix, or heal others. WE can only fix and heal ourselves. It begins within and it ends within. This is what I am going to do. I'm going to go forth with my education to attain my wellness cert so I can help people - become clean, find happiness within themselves, and get WELL. And might I add, I was 100% born without a capitalistic drive (even when I had my high end hemp shop in 2007, it was to educate not to sell), and have thought already, long before I read The Pow Wow Book, of how would I accept money? Because, IF SOMEONE IS READY TO GET THEMSELVES WELL, there should be no monetary hold over whether or not that person can get the help they want and need. This knowledge should be shared, and I do like to practice what I preach. The Pow Wow Book says that a true healer would never ask for payment, and I agree 100%. Give what you can/want/feel is acceptable. How about that. I say I "worry" about money, but the truth is, I DO know, that God will provide. He always has, since I decided to walk in the Light (12/99).
AGAIN, we cannot fix the world, or others, but we CAN fix ourselves. So let's begin there everybody.
I really do love you all.
Bless.
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